#338
Trying times, strong hearts
My faith is tested, tried, and at the end, did not fail me. I'm not sure if there is any absolute relation between faith and confidence, because sometimes it's just simply a feeling. Really a sense of relief.
Time passes so fast, it's the last day of 2013 already! There are so many things that happen this year that sort of make me grow up so much (at least I feel haha).
The two bravest things I think I did this year:
1) Believing in 张继科
2) Not taking MC after I missed my exam...
I think 2) is slightly stubborn on my part, and I understand every peer and mentor who urged me to get it. But, hai, I don't understand myself also. Okay, at least after this I know I need to work in an environment that is bootlick-free/ bribery-free HAHA.
Significant events this year:
1) TAIWAN <3 nbsp="" p="">2) NUS/USP/Pharmacy
The long break after A-levels really make me think/ reflect so much, that I feel that I age a lot emotionally. I feel completely fine being alone in solitude. It's really quite amazing when I look back at myself, my life.
Missing my exam is like some big alarm clock, my attitude towards my course (maybe I took it too lightly). And seriously, you'll never realize you're so brave until you are really in the situation. It feels weird actually to reassure your parents instead of the other way round, hahah but anyway, it's over. And I feel stronger? haha I hope so.
我做过了好多勇敢的事 我甚至不知道什么时候变勇敢了
或许成长就是这样 因为愤世恨俗所以说出那些大人世界的无奈
但真正的成长是某一天你发现 你可以一个人走过一段路 不顾他人眼中的自己
这座桥 或许看不清终点 但是只要存在于心 就有价值
所以在那之前 只有不停地走下去 反正每一步 身旁总会有扶手
只是自己把自己看得多重要 把身边的人看得有多透彻
我学会感激 却也同时学会了爱自己
距离不是阻碍 我彻底相信了
都长那么大了 我也明白了有些人在心里的位置是无比坚固
日子就这样了好像没有什么不好 好像也没有什么不对
我就是一个很直的人 唯一在别扭和转弯的时候 也不过是在原地绕圈子
就是一杯奶茶 和我的kindle 的幸福
很简单 在繁忙中何尝不是一种奢侈?
谢谢好多人
因为你们 我是幸运的 很幸运
在我每次坠落要跌伤的那一刹那 总会有一股回升的力量
2013 我可以大声地说
真的活了
2014 会更好
带着微笑的美好 :)
