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Sunday, April 29, 2007, 10:25 pm
one dayokay. so its like sports day today. nth much lah. and i slp too SHAO le. wkae up my eyes
SWOLLEN lor. aiyo. then jing ying tell me she cannt come le. hiash. fever. wish her
recover soon! then mornin like 7.15 reach hci, then realise walking inside is so
tiring. then must walk through the
human jam to spot 1/3. xP.
okay. so its like. nth much more. oh yah
GORDAN OR SHEN YANG WHATEVER FINALLY RETURN ME MY 4 DOLLARyess!!! and i returned it to victoria. [coz i owe her $$ too.]
so today:
shen yang status: -$4
my status: sadly $0
victoria: +$4
wakakax. i no $$ le lor.
broke u can say(=
then daniel sms me then i used so many sms!!!! aah. nvm luh.(=
oh yah. did i say the pledge is a
failure. everybody
screwed it. wow wow wow(= no sch song. which is
expected? then i try to walk out to
loiter. which turn out to be so nt cz its such a jam lah. cannot walk. so return back le. and yayness.
NYGH WON THE STAFF RELAYEXPECTED!EXPECTED!EXPECTED!then the whole nygh cheer like siao.
and i feel so
accomplished. cz after so many times of cheering, i at least know some cheers lah. i love the
aah! cheer. its damn violent! budden nice luh(((= budden they seem to like
shan ge alot. and what say u say i say. lol. nanyang unite is nice too. budden at last i donno who won. which is ... [ok]
thanks to all my
TUDI who stood by me okay(=
shifu apprectiated all your efforts.(=
i shall be
happy always.
i wont be
sad le.
so HEY WORLD.
SMILEand so i shall start studying. but then after so many common tests no
motivation leh. feel like strt studying in june hols. (: i can slack till then i guess(: <<<----wishful!
so i shall strt doing my algebra agn.
oh man.
algebra
algebra
algebra
(al)(ge)(bra) -
adapted frm rie's pmi shall really start
mugpiaYESS.
i shall score >41/50 for common test.
i shall
improvepeople having tests also jiayou okay(((=
mug and pia! STUDY STUDY STUDY STUDY
MY BLOG IS ACTIVE. SAY YAY.
so since my blog is active.
YOU PEOPLE SHALL TAG(:
be nice okay XDDDD
----->> comment on skin
----->> complain about exams(:
----->> show you support to me(: [and i shall return(=]
----->> tell me how u think abt algebra
----->> tell me and everybody to
happy----->> anything lah. ><
one dayi shall embark on a HAPPINESS PROJECT
where i would go tell everyone to stop getting all emo
and smile(:
your smile can light up the day for the person NEXT TO YOU!
note: if there's nobody nxt to u, light up the day for YOURSELF.
HEY WORLD.
LETS SMILE.
FOR I WANT.
i shall say.
im happy.
, 1:11 am
i'm with youall so random today. i feel and have the time to come and post because i
just feel like it.
coz its today>>
29th Apr 2007i know
somethings.
i come to know that.
facts are
cruel.
im
turning away from it all this while.
so i decide to
face it.
and when i do,
magic began.
miracle began.
so ytd wei yang come up to me say
MAYBE YOU HAVE MISTREATED PEOPLE. MAYBE SOME CERTAIN PEOPLEi was
wondering this sentence for
ONE WHOLE NIGHT.
yess. i've
mistreated people.
who
don't?and i won't give a
shitthat he believe that i mistreated
a certain person.
people.
if u think i've mistreated
tat personi wont
interfereyou can think im in the
wrongyou
can...
you can come up to me and like what
wei yang didtell me i
mistreat people
don't
worryi won't give u a
punch in your face
no
pointif you believed
thatcontinue your belief bah
i believe in
truthyou have
your beliefs
i have
mineso if u tink i
mistreat tat person
don't expect me to
changeso all right.
i know.
ytd i
cried againfor that
small thing
and its
heartening to know
there's still
peoplewho:
care
support
love
you.
yes.
nvm
thatif u still think i
mistreat tat person
u can
skip the following part
i
donno what will happen next
is the whole world gonna go
against me?
will my pri sch feelings
destroyed by her?
will? or
will notwhat if her
influencial is that big?
will i
pull it through?
will i
cry?
all the qn is answered by:
YOU STILL HAVE ME.
i wanna say thanks to:
zi qian-for always supporting me(= say nice things xD be nice to eevryone. and give ppl
strengthjia hwee-the things u did, make me
laugh, being with you is to make me feel
happierjing ying-aww. the person who listen to my craps and say comforting things to me and make me
smilezi wei-listen to my grumblings and say how she felt and she can seriously make me feel that she's
aroundrachel snr-listen to my daily grumblings and she will tell u things which make so much sense and feel
betterTHANK YOUs.
you make me
stand again
you make me
smile again
you make me
happy again
and of coz, its
todaythat i feel that i can control
angeri can stop getting
emostop being
sadi learn to
smile again
i learn to be
happy again
i learn to be
optmisstic again
you tell me to don't give a
damnyou tell me to don't get upset over some
shityou tell me to
cheer upcz even if the whole world went
against me.
"IM WITH YOU"
Friday, April 27, 2007, 9:03 pm
OH MAN. I SCREWED LA.this week is tough. maybe so. i just donno wad to do luh. so we changed seats in PCCG, and thats all so like sad, cz gotta leave xin tong, pauline and rie. aww ><
BUT.
i gt a seat between MENG HAO ran joanne and si qi at the BACK. they r superb superb superb nice people(= so we enjoy sitting with each othr i guess. it's nice afterall.
screwed LA. whatevrlah. don wanna tink abt it now. seriously, im gonna get a DAMN low grade for it. so nvm lah. since i screw it. let it be. jiayou work hrd nxt time? LA is so nt a thing to be able to jiayou wrk hrd for like humanities, cz humanities like memorising notes. LA? nah.
wad so depressing these days. tues just
cried . and firday don SEEM like friday. maybe its the rain prob. but it just WASN'T like one typical friday. erm. or was i just smth wrong. okay nvm.oh yeah.
on a lighter note.
NYGZ GOT GOLD WITH HONOURS!makes the sixth gwh for NYGH! yayness! we are all so pro. nygh will march on(((=
listen to us when we say, nanyang nanyang all the way, we are gonna win today4gt le=P
hahas. at least i tried.
forgetting cheers is one thing. cz i donno how to survive on monday when they have cheering competitions? aiyah. donno lah. but i LOVE the CLAPS! *clap clap clap* wakakax. so DIAO i know.
back to nygz. we rawk. Rawk. RAwk. RAWk. RAWK. yess!! they so pro hor. can see everybody's SMILES. YESSS. and YEAH. NYGZ did it((((= yes.
and i decided to STUDY!
omg.
so sudden hor.
cz i saw some BOOKS AND PAPERS AND PENS pictures on ppl's blog.
it drives me to study. YAY. i shall study(((=
sometimes i close my eyes and wish for a better day. but people can't be controlled huh?yeah. maybe i should accept that fact.changed blogskin(((= TAG PEOPLE. be nice!
and i gt all-so-bored when i edit my proflie blah blah. so decided to keep everyth short. don really wan elaborate lah. sianz* liao lah. so short short lorr. i LOVE THE PICTURE. spend 20min edit leh. XDD the fruit of labour is nice xD yayness. okay. go le. eat LUNCH.
eat eat eat.
if times go back.will i be the same?why always to the last min then i realise everything is just so wrong?maybe.perhaps.probably.it's just ME.
Sunday, April 22, 2007, 5:03 am
below some very harzrdous post. cant take risk? don read.oh yeah. i've thought it all so though.what the heck is the freaking problem with you.you just cant be a normal typical friend for even one min?im so nt gonna let my heart fool me agn.im so nt gonna let my heart betray me agn.im so nt gonna let my heart interfere agn.im so nt gonna let my heart control me agn.im so nt gonna let my heart saddened me agn.i wont use my hearti shal use my brainsim so gonna let my brain see things for me now.im so gonna let my brain control me now.im so gonna let my brain sort out everyth for me now.cz i believe it cani reflected on myself.i questioned myself.i asked myself.i doubetd myself.and i knowi donno y i forgive u.i donno y i gave in to u.i donno y my heart melted to u.i donno y im fooled by u.i donno y i believe u.i donno y im so stupidthis wont happen agn.there's no more friendship persent up to this stage.u can act all u want.u can fool ppl all u want.u can block us all u want.u can backstab us all u want.u can betray us all u want.but.you can nvr fool yourselfyou complained us to senior rachel.oh you never know how we knowyou blocked us on msn.typicalyou complained to others.as expectedyou act ke lian.we knowyou changed ur blog.and purposely don wan us to know.scared huh?chickenin out?turtle-in out?scared we spam.scared ppl know ur true colours?so.i tell ya smth.pepople will know.we found ur blog.u act like u freaking care.so?y change in the first place n nt let us noe?oic. BULLSHyT lah.i saw through you.i will not regret this.oh thanks.i hate you
, 4:26 am
time flies but memories remainedi just love my
senior. cz they
rawk?. yeah. they
rawkwas chatting with
belinda senior just now. haha.
love her damn lots? (= i just wish we can try having a
ex-wgps-guzheng gathering. cz i really
miss ya guys. really. i rmb those times when we have our
zhi jia, guzheng, jiao. rmb thise times when we
ply tgt. and i just rmb alot ppl!
Rachelthe
first guzheng snr i gt to have connection to! ok. i also 4gt how we related agn. ah! (= i tink is she add me on msn or smth?
Love her alot! say love me back(((= she is a
damn nice, sweet, pretty, chio, don-like-ppl-call-her-wenrou persn. whr can u find such a
nice snr?
typical. she's
VERY VERY VERY VERYNICE. cz we talk alot
crapps tgt! i gt
prob i ask her! she told me alot abt
herself too! haha! i gt her
secrets de! buahahahahaha!!!!!!!
LOVE THIS PERSON ALOTSA!. oh yah. she's goin to
hwa chong jc de leh. jiayou okz!
Wei Lingbuahaha! damn
chio!. william's sis. hahas. a very
nice person! who plys
MAPLE. haahs. me too. although i like abandon it for donno how long le (=. and she's just a
VERY VERY VERY NICE SNR. very nice. although rachel say she
anti-social. she damn friendly jiu shi le!(((=
Xin Yinga nice snr! i rmb lastm fooling with her. bahaha! budden now like no contact le. =(( sad i know. but she;s still alwayys a prt of my
memory. nth can change this fact! and she damn cool and chio and i tink she RAWKS! bahah!. every snr rawk(=
Yasminethe girl with
damn long hair! i rmb lastm i always rmb her as tat(= very nice, sweet snr. who also rawks alot!!!!(((((=
valerie!jeremy's sis. pretty rawks ppl world! SHE
rawks alot!(((=
Belindahahas. gt her contact just these dayys. she's a damn nice girl(((=
nice nice snr alwayys looks so
cheerful makes ppl
happy heys. i LOVES HAPPYNESS!
jasonbahahaha!!!! i taller than him!!!!! i so
evil budden. im really
taller!! buahahas. omg. im so
bad. rmb him as
the-persn-who-pluck-his-strings-ever-so-hard.
its all these nice memories tat makes people
live on. i will nvr 4gt them. their
roles in my life. how they
rawk my life.
MEMORIES how time flies. and they form
memories and thats the
main point(=
Tuesday, April 17, 2007, 3:58 am
suddenly repsonsibility makes me freaked.i dono y. how could this hapen to me? AH lah. i lost the maths BRP the thing tat xin tong and jing ying did. and now wad? i needa do all ovr again. all right, how
good is that. i don even wanna give a damn to it now.
shyt lorr. how? how? how?
so i did on
prime numebrs which i wanna scream at cz im totally
crapped at it and i came up with this
oh-so-pathetic-will-fail report. oh yea. im going to
fail.
XIN TONG, ZI WEI, JING YING IM SORRY ABOUT ALL OF THIS BUT SO SADLY I HAVE TO TELL YOU I LOST THAT PIECE OF PATHTIC PAPER AND I DID A NEW ONE. BUT WHAT I DID REALLY WONT SCRAPE A HIGH MARK. IM SORRY. SORRY!sorry.sorry.sorry.sorry.sorry.sorry.sorry.
deadyou better shut your mouth before we really turned mean to you and i don't take all the craps that you are unpopular and we not worth your trust. coz hey. is YOU dont worth our trust. you and your BULLSHIT. i dont take it. scram.
Sunday, April 15, 2007, 5:35 am
i can be sad=( but if i turn it over. i'd be =)oh yeah. its just like the previous post is about weekends
coming. now? oh yeah. its
leaving. i don wanna admit it myself and make myself believe it. but i
needa go sch tml. oh yeah. how well is that.
im going to set some goals shouldn't i? cz i feel that im
aimless. that arent gonna take me anywhr. so here's my goals(=
1. study/mug/pia for tests2. get all the projects done
3. save$$!
4. don eat
mac or
kfc so often
hope i
can reach my goals. thats wad im asking for i guess.
and oh yeah. here it is. the
exam epriod. i tink pratically
everbody hates this period. neither do i? this just kill my brain cells.
2dayy is a
sunday. i watched 2hours of
totally spies omg?omg? then i feel like i did
alot of things 2dayy. although maybe in the end i really didnt do much. here's what i've done.
1. annotating finish the scarlet ibis
2. watch 2 hours of totally spies
3. manage to copy all history notes into my notebk
4. msn fo rdonno how long
5. eat? bathe? =D
6. do a post. [this one]
7. count finish survey forms
this is like the
most things ive done on a
sunday. which is pretty good i guess. or its like just wasting time? you know.
SCARLET IBIS is such a
nice, touching story. i dont expect the ending to be
that. i think its
too cruel. i almost
cried while reading it. i can call this the
first ever story to move me. maybe im alwayys a better
visual persn. so im more easily moved when i
see smth. but this isnt. aww i would really cry if the story will be changed in2
movie or watevr. cz seriously is just so
touching! i donno. just feel like
crying. at first i tot its some weird stories of 7pgs full or words for annotation. but hey. it turns out somehow
well. maybe i didnt use the
right word but i donno. i just feel sad for the 'doodle'=( nice story abt how
pride can
spoils a person.
"pride is really a wonderful, cruel thing. cz it involvese life and death"..
maybe we should just
treasure what we have but you know. man are
always greedy. like mie! so im
craving for more things. but sometimes. i really just wanna
forgt everyth and just see the
world as it is and nt the one tat
im in now. i don wan the
complicated.
so make the persn beside u
SMILE!
oh yah.
my
tudi RAWK.
my
frenz RAWK.
<3
Friday, April 13, 2007, 7:01 am
yayness. for weekend is here(=yes. its one wk since i updated. so i should try. lalala~
i revealed the whole wk things which happen bah. although i guess i SURELY will 4gt some.
MONDAYmost sianz day of the wk. cz everywhere you go, you will be reminded that u needa
survive 4 more dayys b4 the
weekends is here again xD. which is such a
sad thing cz i
SERIOUSLY want the
weekends so
MUCH.
nth really very weird or exception happen. -end-
TUESDAYnth much also. im posting
NTH ok. so my day for class cleaniless
DUTY. yayness. i just
love doing
class duty cz it simply just
rawks and leave a sense of
accomplishment which is a
nice feeling. xP.
WEDNESDAYthis one is
least mental torture. but more of
physical torture. dance is like alritee. cz all the things quite alrite(= then after that is PE.
disastrious. run
5 rounds round track. and take
timing and pls lah. i run god damn
slow can. budden no choice lorr. so RUN. RUn. Run. run. wah. so
tiring lah~! i ran like arnd
9.20s for arnd
1.4+km is so
BAD can! and oh yah.
JOANNE RAWKS MAN! she go run only
7min pro lorr(((= buddn the previous day she went hwa chong for heats but then
lost.
nvm de!JOANNA YOU WILL ALWAYYS BE THE BEST CZ WE ALL HAVE FAITH IN YOU THAT YOU WILL RAWK IN OTHER EVENTS ON THE ACTUAL DAY AND RAWK THE TRACK. WILL SUPPORT YOU 4EVR!!! LONG DISTANCE PRO AND BBALL PRO(((=yayness. joanne
rawks. she's so
nice. =] then
wang qin dear dear moni gotcha in
top 8 for
long jump(=. nice rite? BRP is
okay. chinese is as usual lah xD
THURDAYhey. you know its
this day when ppl is like wanna look forward to
weekends. the bad thing is on
this particular day we have smth so sad that is called
geog test. wah. all do
difficult can.
pray don fail 60% jiu can le. *prayys**hoppees*. so thursday cca is like.
breeze we went to 1/12 to learn
theory which im so
lousy at. thats y we are
learning it xP. and very
fast, 3.30pm jiu off le(= yayness. nice
seniors=)). ok. abt tat. oh yah. its
RAININ all these dayys(((= makes ppl
moody and
sleepy huh. =)
FRIDAYthis should be a
nice and
superb day. but maybe there'd really the saying of
friday 13th. cz its like. not that
smooth. the day i mean. but actually others r still quite
okay.
CME i still think is
nice. cz iys abt
talking and
sharing nice lorr(((= maybe i m
siao one xP. n oh yah. i
sneezed the whole day. u c.
JING YING, XIN TONG, ME, LE TING, JOANNE got it can. then the dustbin is filled with our
USED tissues. xP. pro huh.
then 2day sports day postponed. donno till when.
next wk im gonna
RETURN to wgps with JIAHWEE.
yayness.
COME SEE USE JUNIORS OKAY?!xP. lol. siao ka we are(((=
who cares? lol.
CHEER ON PURPLE HSEPURPLE HOUSE.
CZ AINT NOBODY GONNA BREAK OUR STRIDE.
AND LISTEN TO US WHEN WE SAY WE ARE GONNA WIN TODAY. early morning day and night
purple fighters are out to fight.
who's gonna win gonna win gonna win?
we gonna win gonna win gonna win
who's gonna win gonna win gonna win?
we gonna win gonna win gonna win
who's gonna win?
we gonna win
say YO-O
YO-O
YO-O
YO-O
yo baby yo baby yo-o
yo baby yo baby yo-o
we will win the war
we will win the war
we will winthe war
ONE MORE TIME(=
we will win the war
we will win the war
we will win the war
ONE LAST TIME(=
we will win the war
we will win the wa
we will win the war...
OHOHOHOH
PURPLE
woohooo~~woots~~so high xD
yayness. purple hse gonna rawks the stadium and track(=
jiayou people~! in your hse, ur place. eevryth. just JIAYOU kz.(((=
this is so complete BULLSHYT and im gonna to be FREAKING CARE and don give anothr DAMN oh yeah. and nicholas, u still sucks. oh wOw.
Sunday, April 08, 2007, 3:28 am
weekends leaving=(( monday coming=(((i donno why. i just HATE monday. seriously. maybe not odd weeks de. cz its quite slack actually. but i still hate it. cz it reminds me that weekends left and i still needa survive another 5 dayys b4 its weekends again. which is seriously sad if you still didnt see the point. and im gttin so sian . can i don study?
yayness(((= i edited class blog. which makes it alive. people go tag okkay? thanks~!
then oh yeah. 2dayy i continued my injection frm last yr. cz need 2 doses. 6 mths once. i mean there'd oni two dose. ><. okay. so i go n take it today. its easy can. lastm worse lorr. need inject flu and the anothr 2 donno wad de cz leavin for othr country. ONE to three what u tink. budden now my arm totally likr aching. luck is left hand. or else i cannot write and chiong finish unseen prose. yay. im so proud. cz i completed it. so now left some ICt work. ive been compalining this hw since.. last last wk? yet i have gt it done aww. just dont feel like doing. then need ONE more article about environment. haiyo. find pics r okay. cz i done it. the article is the diff part.
nothing much to post abt actually.
but seniors and juniors RAWK
n look at this word: LOLipop!... [lolipop]
ok. copyrighted. don anyhow use. must acknowledge me de xD
Friday, April 06, 2007, 7:20 pm
thanks.to.all.those.who.did.our.survey.hey. don tell me surveying is easy or u gonna die. i mean it okayy. and make sure u ppl do watever surveys people wearing sch uni ask u to do, UNLESS you r REALLY in a HURRY. pls lah. you know how much hard work or nt. its nt like. tellin you surveying 40 ppl. ppl will go like: CHEY. ONE HOUR CAN LIAO. im goin to bash u up if you said that can. 40 ppl want our lives can. n in the end we did 240 after donno rejected by HOW MANY ppl HOW MANY times. yet we survived. yayness. and we r like so accomplised. so proud of ourselves eh. xD
budden yayness for fun too. cz we had it too!!(((=
[1] when we surveying one ppl , xin tong is supposed to help her hold her unfinished yogurt, then her hair drop in can! she don dare tell, only after we gather then she tell us. IMAGINE! the lady eat den suddenly PULL out this LOOOOOOoooong strand of hair! we call it as YOGURT PROMO: ADDITIONAL FREE XIN TONG'S HAIR xP
[2] when shiyan n i go approach this old couple, they thought we r some charity fund n want them to donate, they go give us $2, then we r like LOL. so we tell them we r surveying. so i strted to translate. LOL. damn funny can xP. shiyan is like laughin n laughin n laughin xP
[3] jing ying is like so cute rite. so when i suggest we go 7 eleven cz i damn thirsty, then i no water liao. then when we walk in, gt this old uncle go pinch her cheeks and say: SO CUTE. then i was like: JING YING SHOUT MOLEST. xP.
[4] at lastly we meet this gang of teens who r so god damn enthu and help us finish ALL the surveys. THANKS THANKS. omg. so TAHNKS YOU!
yayness. its quite fun afterall. although alot ppl rejected us. budden nvm. xD just stayy happy (((=
hey.
and you know.
this week
sucksall my results
sucksand i really needa do smth on it.
oh yah.
smth more.
nicholas you are such a
jerk cz u r just simply
selfish and
nt keepin ur promises. and he received
detest by us on
06`apr and don hesitate to drop a
DETEST tag on this
day. and when u
don freaking care y should we
care too? no reason. you are just a
freakin peep coz ur
eyes went all wrong. maybe u could go to
check ur eyes and make a
better specs and all
thanks to what u've DONE. you are
blacklisted. why we
don care? cz you are a
JERK. TOTALLY. and oh yah. you are in
some cca we donno which shows how much we
heck care. we all know ur reaction. u will scream SO WAD. oh yeah. so
don even care cz continue with your
stuck up attitude and hey. we r all
WATCHIN where you go. oh yeah. this is so
entertaining that u r like
MOBILE TV. he will
hate us after this post. but
who say we caresum it all up.
the defination of nicholas tay.
JERK.
and oh yah.
YOU i dont mention ur name first. see if u EVER will react huh. if u react. you r 'zuo zei xin xu' i DON CARE.
you know y ppl hate you?
no you dont.
cz da reason is fairly simple. that u
obviously donno
HOW to
repent. and when u dont. u end up as same standard as NICHOLAS TAY. i wont
give a damn if u spammed my tagboard cz u
SIMPLY sucks .
you think we really care? oh yeah. WAKE UP. cz we dont. and we wont ever. AP-ian. n don needa wish upon a star that BULLSHIT that we can care. its like WTH. don even bother. oh yeah. so wad if u r gd? thats DONT makes u COOLER or makes u POPULAR and have any respect in any of our eyes. i guess we all have PERFECT eyesight. cz we can see BENEATH you. and u stop ur shit abt watevr promises u made, cz da instant u MAKE it, u BREAK it. i guess breaking promises r such an easy thing for you. like how we eat everyday. DAILY basis huh. and u really no need to br proud. cz u have NTH to be proud of. ABSOLUTELY NTH. u don nt have any respect in our eyes. NO. oh yeah. don act like u freaking care. i know u CARE. and act so KE LIAN. u tink we will believe u agn? nah. dream on. u think u r goin to gt what u want? oh wOw. how IMPOSSIBLE.okkay. end this post xD.
the above r just some feelings through this wk, n ppl don u all don really needa read it.
cz its just my crappps(((=
and i use quite alot bad words too.
nvm.
jiayou ppl!
in watevr u do!!!
and i pray can have class chalet with seniors!!! yayness!