journal
Sunday, March 31, 2013, 4:37 am
#332
When what you thought you need
is just something more than faith
which is...?
After 2+ weeks of 5-day office work life, I'm officially damn tired :/ But well something good did come out, like I start having this super regular healthy body clock that makes me tired at 11+ and awake at 730 sharp... even on weekends -.-And not to forget the money... heh. Can go taiwan and pay off jaychou ticket~
Hahah just maybe a few weeks before, I thought faith and trust was enough and I really thought my heart is strong enough to face everything which my emotions are invested into. But the truth is... there's still a good long way to go before I achieve faith? But I guess, I have 3 years to develop this and get my way closer to true believing and not doubting anymore! It's like I thought I was supportive but I didn't believe firmly. That's partly my fault?
Haha I'm experiencing this 最熟悉的陌生人 feeling hahaha
Guess consistency is an issue... which is left to time to figure out?
一个与陌生人定下的约定:
给我三年的时间 去学会相信一种绝对
给你三年的时间 教会我你的倔强不服
但愿 我的心和你一起茁壮不要再害怕
Some days I'm so glad to read about people's opinions... but some days like today I feel the urge to read but just getting a little too sian and meaningless.
就算永远不了解一个人的全面
单纯地只是相信此刻正在眼前
一种无怨无悔的吸引以及冲击
往往一念之差
在质疑声中离你而去就是我的肤浅
从现在开始
不要向往光芒
而是珍惜黑暗所隐藏了汗水 不让不屑目光专注
只有这样
当令人瞩目的聚光灯打下时
他人看到的或许是光纤靓丽光荣的璀璨
但我想我要记住的是你那到根深蒂固于我心的影子
Haha sometimes I really think I shouldn't be affected so much but currently... just can't help it :S
One day all these inspired lines will be directed into a letter then I will eventually pass to 陌生人 by hand.
ONE DAY...!
mischellaneous
archives
Aftermath
Finally did up another blogskin after (really) almost 4 years.
And this skin alone takes me months since I began working on it.
Conceptualize/ get inspiration to format to consolidate to simplify to coding to trial and error to specific styles...
It's such a long process that it even makes me wonder am I getting too old for doing all these things?
Looking back, I used to make skins like one per day in secondary one to per week or month in secondary two/ three.
Then, somehow, all my design interest or passion goes into fan-art or icons/ banners based.
I guess I have this inherent mentality that any layout based design will drain me out, and it still does.
Then again, it may not be that I'm getting too old for this, but instead
I've raised my expectations? Too perfectionist in other words.
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Anyhow, I'm very satisfied I guess!
The only pure long holidays I would have and I did not let it to go to waste!
With the years to come, I really don't think I would have the time and peaceful mind to revisit and revamp the whole layout design once more.
So, something to take with me to university and eventually work life next time :)
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有时候回忆很可怕,它让你看到你的曾经所以对未来有梦
只愿在慌乱之中,留下这一片虚拟的记忆和画面的潇洒
这一路的赞赏和欣慰,永远不会忘
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