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Wednesday, October 30, 2013, 9:41 am
#336
任世间沧海 都有你在
First post since uni officially started! Time passes so fast once "life" resumes. Haha, this reminds me of the talk about having a life. It is as though "life" means that it needs to be hapz~ and everything when why can't it just be something peaceful and quiet and mundane? "I have no lifeeeeee" Where's my drama and kindle books haha. :S
Then again, this semester is ending. I know that I will be really appreciative of a month's long break. (Okay should strive for finals woohooo)
I need my alone time, I need my regular meetup with friends who feel like an eternity to me, I need my own music appreciation time. I need my reading time. I don't have enough time. Something must happen at the expense of another, as though we are giving some value to each of the respective activity.
On a side note, I really do love the icon ^^ The colour balance and tone is just so... right. And sunziyou deserve an icon, new idol :D
Happened to stumble upon one 孙自佑's song on youtube, and memories rushed back. Have been in such persistent melancholy lately, reminiscing about the past. I miss 孙自佑, I still don't understand why HIM is so mean to him, not even one album while 倪安东 already on his, what, fourth? Went to listen to 林宥嘉 respective albums, it kind of appalled me to suddenly realize that, each of his album has a sound, and an atmosphere inherent to the melody, and his voice. It's seriously amazing how the same voice could produce so many different layers of emotions.
Sometimes I feel that there are many covers of ahmei songs, and I listen to them so much that... some origina don't sound as nice :X
勉强幸福 算是幸福吗?
又有谁能够给你答案 当两人牵手是因为心不满足
你有他身上缺少的安全感 我有她无法做到的开朗
活着是为了互相取暖 逃离这片思念笼罩着的城市
我们 日复一日 互相拉扯 走到了天涯还不认输
因为坚持是赌注 用余生的幸福换寂寞尾随的脚步
彼此都不肯哭诉 愿脸上看似勉强的笑容能够常驻
是心死了 还是爱活了 是与你我没有关联的束缚
最后世纪末日前的祝福 倒影飘逸在你深邃的眼珠
甚至没有理由诉说无助 而眼泪无法找到瞳孔溢出
我们就这么安静地回顾 命运对你我从来没有眷顾
然后你问我为什么会哭 我说你的视线也开始模糊...
有些歌 是你感情的出口
是你人生经验领悟的开端
没有体验过 却似乎明白当中的苦
没有享受过 却又看破了挡住快乐的迷雾
我喜欢淡淡的 没有色彩渲染 却不是空白的 一切 追逐
我的心有一把锁 我想把我爱的人通通锁住 进驻的是一辈子的承诺
还有 好久好久 一定要走到尽头 回头仰望今日的日出
一切 会更好的