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Monday, September 05, 2011, 7:38 am
#323迟来的八月
I can't believe I forgot to post here last month. Must be too many things happening... lecture test, xintong's birthday, teachers' day, huh? haha. I'm my own's blog main source of traffic. Conditioned to always click the link to here...
Yay I finally made a new icon after... (not sure how long :S) Yep no more 牵挂 because 罗志祥 will give me 力量 from now on! I lack lots of motivation! I should stop using the computer always end up not doing PW and make me feel so sleepy!
We grew up so fast, yet how much has changed? Haha so many years already, some scars will always be there. 有时候还会隐隐作痛! I was never so unsure about everything. I don't know if that's what I want, that's what I deserve to get, that's what I believed in.
每一次说服自己可以微笑, 眼泪在背后却酝酿着乞讨
我需要一个大大的拥抱; 一双可靠的肩膀; 一颗心有灵犀;
我抱着回忆一直往前奔跑, 一路上是不是也丢失了一些?
一切的温柔, 抚摸着一路上的伤痕; 是不是可以依靠...?
Maybe I need to be reminded that, there are indeed boundaries.
Or are there?
在你身上找到的慰藉 也许只是借来的幸福
在你眼中看到的在乎 也许只是自然的付出
我没有勇气 承担 这些慰藉的重量 这种在乎的渴望
我不够潇洒 想不透 看不穿
不管怎样, 我需要从罗志祥身上寻找动力
也就是从我心里寻找力量; 寻找奇迹
Have faith, and I will get there.
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Aftermath
Finally did up another blogskin after (really) almost 4 years.
And this skin alone takes me months since I began working on it.
Conceptualize/ get inspiration to format to consolidate to simplify to coding to trial and error to specific styles...
It's such a long process that it even makes me wonder am I getting too old for doing all these things?
Looking back, I used to make skins like one per day in secondary one to per week or month in secondary two/ three.
Then, somehow, all my design interest or passion goes into fan-art or icons/ banners based.
I guess I have this inherent mentality that any layout based design will drain me out, and it still does.
Then again, it may not be that I'm getting too old for this, but instead
I've raised my expectations? Too perfectionist in other words.
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Anyhow, I'm very satisfied I guess!
The only pure long holidays I would have and I did not let it to go to waste!
With the years to come, I really don't think I would have the time and peaceful mind to revisit and revamp the whole layout design once more.
So, something to take with me to university and eventually work life next time :)
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有时候回忆很可怕,它让你看到你的曾经所以对未来有梦
只愿在慌乱之中,留下这一片虚拟的记忆和画面的潇洒
这一路的赞赏和欣慰,永远不会忘
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