YO!(: i'm updating my blog;D joanne no excuse to scold me anymore((: okay these days. nothing much. just slack at home. what else to do anyway. and stare and stone in front of the computer. but the retarded msn live just couldn't sign me in. like what the crap. so i smartly used ebuddy! abit not really convenient, but better then sticking with my retarded msn live=.=
and i protest!protest!protest! to the fact that 103 is selling drinks, but cant lah. protest no use. but anw, sell jiu sell lah. since alr give money for budget. but seriously. BUBBLETEA VS CAN DRINKS which one will you choose? ******silence******
[edit] and after a thousand of million years, after the thousand million days, keyu has finally UPDATED HER LINKS this deserves claps don't it? so.... ****APPALUDS**** andand I KNOW HOW TO SPEAK 是吗 and sorry in korean;D after staring at the korean shows for so long, must learn ma, or dui bu qi to myself. okay end of edits, just to let you applaud for me;D [/edit]
Saturday, October 27, 2007, 10:53 pm
#254 "hello ends with goodbye and the good memories would make you cry"
LAST DAY AS SEC ONE IN NANYANG well, now im back to square one as nobody. sec one has just past but im nowhere near sec two. and i think the whole sec one montage is quite well done(: i like all the songs, like they just hit you. maybe thats "influence" and thats leadership display. oh what am i mummbling=/
at least we had this ice cream from the school red bean. two. its been a yoyo! day like never before. well yo here yo there. trying to find the comfort in YO-ing obviously
walking down the same old corrdiors, holding on to the same drink, or maybe a different one, the last thing i ate, wanton mee. the last dirnk i drank, lemon barely. i'm sure gonna do something different next year. last words said in nanyang as a sec one: I WANT THE CHICKEN PIE. okay lets just not count that. its BYE isn't it.
time flies like a bird in the bright blue sky. it heals scars, help our dreams soar and take flight. one year in school just ended like that. happy or sad memorise are all over. no more need to think and crap about the past too much. lets look ahead, but well, who ever realised they did that until they proved it?
somethings are not meant to being said out loud or exclaimed. somehow they are the words left unsaid. thats the whole magical thing isn't it. thank you 103 for all the memories.
就算是一分钟,因为有你在,生命才有色彩。 伤心;不是因为离别而伤心 失落;是因为你们的失落
有时,我们要的,比你想的还简单。 复杂的世界;简单的要求
当期待变成无奈; and yeah. its bye to 103 and hello to 203 --the last year; the last goodbyes
Tuesday, October 23, 2007, 1:54 am
#253 today sucks. it was pratically the emo-est day in 103. and i earnt haters, like wth? damn it
anyway, ytd night was so lame-.- MSN CONVERSATION! ---complaining about teh house being removed--- (: says: can use for next yr! (: says: er (: says: camp? (: says: choral drama? (: says: om? Ke Yu(: says: free house! Ke Yu(: says: yay! Ke Yu(: says: without government's allowance (: says: =.= (: says: later i go rob your house Ke Yu(: says: and we kena scolded lah Ke Yu(: says: ahahs Ke Yu(: says: YOU CAN Ke Yu(: says: PULL IT OUT Ke Yu(: says: ZAI SHUO (: says: oooooooh (: says: i steal it then! (: says: dont want rob (: says: steal better Ke Yu(: says: HOW YOU STEAL Ke Yu(: says: scarely Ke Yu(: says: the whole house Ke Yu(: says: DROP ON YOU! (: says: then (: says: i (: says: scream Ke Yu(: says: andandand ME ME ME Ke Yu(: says: will JUMP UP! Ke Yu(: says: with torch light shone on YOU YOU YOU! (: says: then (: says: i w (: says: *will (: says: wear a plastic bag over my head (: says: before i go steal (: says: and sunglasses Ke Yu(: says: AND YOU WILL BE PANTING Ke Yu(: says: AND SO I WILL TAKE OFF YOUR PLASTIC BAG Ke Yu(: says: to save your life Ke Yu(: says: frm suffocation (: says: wow (: says: thanks (: says: ah (: says: no Ke Yu(: says: and my friends will think your sunglasses is cool (: says: no plastic bags (: says: i want a mask Ke Yu(: says: THEN WILL TAKE YOUR GLASSES DOWN (: says: those power ranger kind (: says: hahahaha Ke Yu(: says: scarely Ke Yu(: says: SOMEONE Ke Yu(: says: SLEEP WALK Ke Yu(: says: GRAB THE STRING BEHIND YOUR HEAD Ke Yu(: says: and SNAP! (: says: haha Ke Yu(: says: your head will be the suffering one loh (: says: since its sleepwaloking (: says: shouldnt rmb me anyway (: says: and aiya Ke Yu(: says: ahahs Ke Yu(: says: WITH TEH SNAP Ke Yu(: says: WE WILL WAKE UP (: says: shouldnt hurt that much Ke Yu(: says: YOU WILL SCREAM WONT YOU! Ke Yu(: says: and i shall rmb your scream(:
next is the drama of tongues fight=.= SCENE ONE (: says: *sticks out tongue* Ke Yu(: says: *sticks tongue back* (: says: *pulls outt keyu's tongue* (: says: *evil laughter* Ke Yu(: says: *pulls out tongzhen's tongue too* Ke Yu(: says: *cannt laugh* (: says: *screams* Ke Yu(: says: *screams back* Ke Yu(: says: *suddenly, laoshi came in* Ke Yu(: says: *NI MEN ZAI ZUO ZHEN ME?!?!?!?!"* (: says: *grabs own tongue and sticks it back with styrofoam glue* Ke Yu(: says: *keyu use superglue Ke Yu(: says: *"LAOSHI WE ARE EXERCSISING OUR TONGUE"* (: says: *tong pulls out again before it bries* (: says: *dries (: says: --smiley-- Ke Yu(: says: *keyu dont care what tonzhen is doing* (: says: *tong eats incecream* Ke Yu(: says: *then ******* enters* Ke Yu(: says: --smiley-- (: says: eeeeeeeeee Ke Yu(: says: *tongzhen's NIGHTMAREEEEEEE* (: says: so creepy (: says: the smiley Ke Yu(: says: ahahahahhahaahahs Ke Yu(: says: I KNOW(((: Ke Yu(: says: thats the whole point i wnat to make! Ke Yu(: says: ******** scream at the sight of tongzhen's tongue* Ke Yu(: says: *keyu screams back at ******* because she dont like her* Ke Yu(: says: eh your turn eh Ke Yu(: says: i keep talking (: says: *tong screams at keyu cos she has prejudice towards other ppl* Ke Yu(: says: *keyu dont care because sheena came in and scream too* Ke Yu(: says: *sheena and keyu started sticking out tongues AGAIN and tongzhen (: says: pulls them both out* Ke Yu(: says: *but suddenly, ***** enters too* Ke Yu(: says: *"ITS THE BIMBO REUNION" keyu and sheena screamed* Ke Yu(: says: *but they cant because tongzhen had their tongues* (: says: *tong throws tongues about* Ke Yu(: says: but haha Ke Yu(: says: *tonzhen 4gt that keyu and sheena have hands Ke Yu(: says: *tongzhen Ke Yu(: says: *so sheena pull her tongue out while keyu try to break free from the holding of tongues* (: says: *tongzhen collapse* (: says: *out of laughter* Ke Yu(: says: *and keyu and sheena stared at her laughing* Ke Yu(: says: *but tongzhen just could not stop* Ke Yu(: says: *then a power ranger mask drop off frm tongzhen's pocket!* Ke Yu(: says: *the thief who stole the house!* (: says: *then tongzhen pulls out house from her pocket* Ke Yu(: says: *sheena and keyu gaasped* (: says: *starts shaping it up* (: says: *went it* Ke Yu(: says: *stares in amazement* (: says: *eh no (: says: *went out again* (: says: *pushed keyu and sheena in* Ke Yu(: says: *OUCHHHHHH* (: says: *put a heavy lock on it* (: says: *laughs* (: says: *and oh Ke Yu(: says: *but keyu reads harry potty* (: says: she took back her tongue first* Ke Yu(: says: *so she has teh invisibility cload* Ke Yu(: says: *and cast the spell on the locK* Ke Yu(: says: *but keyu and sheena is still in tongzhen's pocket!* Ke Yu(: says: *they poke tongzhen until she collapse* Ke Yu(: says: *of laughter again* Ke Yu(: says: *and climb out!* Ke Yu(: says: *cries of victory!* (: says: *angry scream* (: says: *steals m3 keys from hanyi* Ke Yu(: says: *hanyi screamed too* (: says: *eh no (: says: i steal for what =.= Ke Yu(: says: exactky Ke Yu(: says: oh i know Ke Yu(: says: eh i dont know Ke Yu(: says: *keyu grabbed the keys from tongzhen* Ke Yu(: says: *for some unknown reason!* Ke Yu(: says: *eh keyu knows the reason!* Ke Yu(: says: *because sheena says the keys looks pretty nice that day!* (: says: *eh faints* Ke Yu(: says: *blackout* (: says: *due to the excessiveness of crazy juniors* Ke Yu(: says: ----END OF SCENE ONE-----
great now tongzhen is going to chase me with a chopper. or laugh at me this thurs or sat D: good thing, i can laugh at her too, okay. its a damn long post! i can stop updating for at least like 3 or 4 days for this longgg post((:
not that i don't care right. i sacrificed my chance, to make you feel better, get what you want, yet you still wanted to demand for more, this is the reality world, not everybody can get what they wants, i alr taken a step, you just couldnt even let me complete my step. "its not whether you want to sacrifice, but what you have interest in" oh yes? i chose one of the PW that is not really my favourite, but for you to be able to group, i left! what more do you want?! me to die so you all have just enough ppl to form om groups? like what shit? you cannt find groups my problem is it? even our last member you snatched away! walao. you know whats last straw?
Wednesday, October 17, 2007, 6:10 am
#252 WAKEEEEEEEEEEE UPPPPPPPPPPPPPP !!!!!!!!!!!! its just so screwed. RIP. i swear im going to ace next yr. no matter what. and i shall not be thinking i would surely be one of the last few in the class. damn. i dont see a point in bragging your marks. like wth? damn. nanyang is so scary. like now then i realise. shit.
THE STAR WILL DROP AND RISE BACK its only a matter of time./
the star lost its shimmer. lost its light. and fell, like nobody's buisness. but it will climb up again, up the cold night sky, the place where there is nothing but reality. there, is the place where it fell. the same place. there it will rise back and shine among the rest.
its whether you believe you can.
Sunday, October 14, 2007, 5:51 pm
#251 "it may never be the same afterall people do change"
last three papers results tmr. somehow i'm not that high now because im feeling bored and i think i'm seriously rotting at home pls=.= butbutbut, MOVIE WITH ZHIYUN LATER<3 at least there's something to make me occupied-.-
(: its one of those days when you totally lose your cool, its one of those other times when you just think the whole world is against you, its just one of those times when you still feel that pain inside you burning like some hot track and you couldn't bear but your tears just fell like those of the rain, its the pain when you lost something. thats the way we learn don't we? through pain and hardship, maybe thats why there's a rainbow for us to look forward too, but it doesn't matter anymore if we could find or touch that rainbow, but its just to contain that happiness you get.
tomorrow is LA marks. like ZOMG. and i'm going to hunt chengxin downn. down. down. down. LIKE OMG. SHE GOT W580i! which means i'm jealous! OHH MANN how can she get it so soon! but i will get mine soon too;D i want the black one(: and chengxin got the white one(: we will have the same phone agan;D
:D lonliness. the defination of being alone. or is it. “当看过一场看不懂的电影,但周围的人都看得非常入神,才了解孤独是什么” everything happens for a reason. its just whether you clearly identified the reason. lonliness, the thing that one will surely experienced when its the fame and wealth which just matters everything. its when you experiences those pains, you will grow strong. 要在最痛的地方,用最美丽的方式包扎。its just the reality world which brings us all these pain and sorrows. maybe buddhism is right.
ohh mann. ive been youtubing for so long!!! arh. and i bought the craps book! SOMETHING FOR ME TO WRITE IN! and gongyuan will write in all her hamster stuff(:
[: competition is just like sitting on the see-saw. people will go up; or down. people on the down would envy people on top, but yet they dont know people on the top is wanting and desired to be on the bottom. its just so contradicting. neevr will one undertsand each others' feelings. schools teach us to feel emphathy, but could the teachers they do that themselves? no dear. its the reality. fairytales really don't exist. but miracles do. we would make miracles happen.
you know its just that little thing you feel. only you know how you feel. it would not be the same. afterall, all of us are unique. yeah. maybe its time for the truth.
hold your breathe and it would be over soon.
trust me one more time.
Tuesday, October 09, 2007, 8:27 pm
#250 "and you know that when you just seemingly ask yourself the same questions again"
hello. everything is over. so soon. and results are out tmr. so soon. note the repetition of so soon.
look into the sky! what do you see! the same old clear blue sky, the same few birds, the same few clouds, or a new clear crystal blue sky, the thousand of birds, and the different shapes clouds which just bring so much warmth inside you which you could sense it.
oh i chionged 2 shows. and i have to complete the guzheng designs by today. and i'm going out later. ohh mann.
look into the mirror! what do you see! the same old you, which lacks that little bit of confidence, which just couldn't tell yourself that it's over, which just could not get over things which you've lost, which just could not look at the dark and dull tomorrow, or the same young you, which just has that a little bit more confidence than others, could convince yourself that it's over, to get over things which are lost and treasure the present, and to look forward to the freah and nice tomorrow.
somehow i think 25skins are not even compitatble to 1 single nicely made skin. afterall, efforts are everything.
look into the water! what do you see! your face staring back at you, the water is so clear, you search that little guilt inside you which still has that tingling effect, what have you done wrong you would ask yourself, you stare at the reflection and what you look at is you, or you see your face back at you, smiling, with all your family and friends beside you, caring for you, the guilt inside is there, there, but the love and care dissolve it, like how you dissolve salt in water, what is left is that importance of treasuring friends in you, and you do ask yourself what have you done wrong, and you could always get an answer, and when you stare at the reflection, you know you are not alone.
just how one skin is so sucky, influenced everybody, and now blogskins.com are overwhelmed with the twits stuff. oh how i hate twits.
look at the sky, look in the mirror, look at the water. they are just waiting for you to accept the truth and trust which you could never help yourself to, they thought you would understand, do it, well some followed, but maybe its the power which some people defied them. look at everything.
懂得坚持、更要舍得放弃 有些快乐是终究要回家的旅行
Friday, October 05, 2007, 11:48 pm
#249 i tell you. the main thing of this post is: YOU STONE I ROCK OTHERS PEBBLES(: i know you totally agree wih this! and ME ME ME ME, yes ME! what did i do? I MAKE XIN TONG SO HIGH! i make xin tong so high! okay so actually i wanted you to know that i .rock.(: because... on keyu's island!, there are KEYU ROCKS! omg. so ego ><
current playlist this time is by albums, i know you are JEALOUS! 1. 西界 jjlin 2. 特务J jolintsi 3. 哲学家 fanfan 4. STAR a-mei! 5. 任意门 raine
omgg. don't you think i'm so so so fabulous! thats why i'm still so high;D ahahs btw, i like the following song! because its so COOL;D and LAME:D describing my lame life. i know!(:
aww>< i like this song so much because its really talking about everybody's typical lifestyle!ahahs i like the part comparing with other celebs;D okay i'm siao.
yay(: i shall not say anything about EOYS. OOOPs. EOYS!(:
Finally did up another blogskin after (really) almost 4 years.
And this skin alone takes me months since I began working on it.
Conceptualize/ get inspiration to format to consolidate to simplify to coding to trial and error to specific styles...
It's such a long process that it even makes me wonder am I getting too old for doing all these things?
Looking back, I used to make skins like one per day in secondary one to per week or month in secondary two/ three.
Then, somehow, all my design interest or passion goes into fan-art or icons/ banners based.
I guess I have this inherent mentality that any layout based design will drain me out, and it still does.
Then again, it may not be that I'm getting too old for this, but instead
I've raised my expectations? Too perfectionist in other words.
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Anyhow, I'm very satisfied I guess!
The only pure long holidays I would have and I did not let it to go to waste!
With the years to come, I really don't think I would have the time and peaceful mind to revisit and revamp the whole layout design once more.
So, something to take with me to university and eventually work life next time :)
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