#248 heys;D its the end of the homelearning days. arghD: and now its only three days to EOY. i could feel the heat and i'm so stressed up. but everybody says i don't look stressed o.O okay, so yesterday i went to JP and 和zhiyun过二人世界. jealous right? because there's PIZZA HUTT:D
current playlist OVER YOU-chris daughtry TRUE FRIENDS-hannah montanna/miley cryus A PUBLIC AFFAIR-jessica simpson
i think blockquotes are pretty;D ahahs and i'm going to type a philosophic post! ahahahas;D its NOT emo! but PHILOSOPHY:D
AND I PASSED MY LA:D and i screwed my LA fps like shit everybody hates FPS. oh yes. i hate them too;D and i think all my marks remained the same man. okay at least no deprovements. and i need ONE MORE MARK to get A1 for humans D: i want to scream pls.
jiayou everybody for EOYS:D to all 103-ers, 6E`06ers and guzhengers(:
Monday, September 24, 2007, 3:05 am
#247 hellos people;D once again its the home learning days. and normally during all these holidays when i stay at home whole day long, i will always indulged myself in shows. i'm rewatching 我的野蛮奶奶! ahahas! they are having 2007version soon;D I'm so happy(: hahas! i think i'm suffering from madness after those endless time studying and chionging homework.
ahahs i shall thank zi wei to introduce this fab song to me;D xiexie(: i love love love love the lyrics:D
Now that it's all said and done, I can't believe you were the one To build me up and tear me down, Like an old abandoned house. What you said when you left Just left me cold and out of breath. I fell too far, was in way too deep. Guess I let you get the best of me.
Well, I never saw it coming. I should've started running A long, long time ago. And I never thought I'd doubt you, I'm better off without you More than you, more than you know. I'm slowly getting closure. I guess it's really over. I'm finally getting better. And now I'm picking up the pieces. I'm spending all of these years Putting my heart back together. 'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through, I got over you.
You took a hammer to these walls, Dragged the memories down the hall, Packed your bags and walked away. There was nothing I could say. And when you slammed the front door shut, A lot of others opened up, So did my eyes so I could see That you never were the best for me.
SO NICE THE SONGGGG:D okay enough said. enjoy(:
Sunday, September 23, 2007, 4:40 am
246 my mugging track: sciences bio [home learning-drugs] physics chemistry geog term one: photo reading, population term two: settlements term three: land and water resources term four: pollution, deforestation, ozone layer, global warming History -completed none-
its a long way to go. heh. >< and after reading geog, i realised: we need land. we need water. we need everything.
we get land we get water but the environment is dying.
its that cycle over and over again. i hate it. okay hate is a strong word, but i really really don't like it. this cycle. why do we want so much? but i know if we don't have so much, i would not be contented.
okay back to my notes.
Saturday, September 22, 2007, 6:28 am
#245 if i were to post ytd, this will be either an emo or a bad words filled post. it is to that extent man ><
you should see my pile of homework=.= victoria and zhiyun even introed it to me ytd. it makes me go bonkers. why? it spoils all my revision plans. now next week is incoporated with so many other stuff. i cannot go with my scheldue. so i have to multi task. i hate that. =.=
ohh mann. i thought nanyang finally is so good to let us off for 3 days to let us study at home because its really the big exams and i thought they are nice to let us have enough sleep to study. but what followed up is a chunk of modules. walao ><>;[
AND. i tried. i really tried but you failed me again. can't you see i'm trying so hard. to keep up with 103's pace. to keep up with your expectations. to keep up with my marks. but you walked to fast huh. i know i'm running alr. but nothing seemed to matter to you anymore. painless freak
i really want to pass LA-.- i need it to get to sec two. its too late now.
another thing. i hate parents who are so kpo and kiasu. people knocked onto your children then the next momment you complain? like what shit is that? you want your child to be the best. the best. the best. what crap? she never get into a really good and topped school even though she could you were disappointed right. so you want your child to beat us.
don't even think about it>< you know how some parents will go around and ask for your PSLE mark and gossip about who score the highest, who is the lowest etc. freaks lah. can't you see all your children are trying so hard. stop all those craps can. and parents with children scoring well, you went all over to brag. like WTH? these are the people who could forget about earning any single respect from me.
parents are once children but they don't understand. i feel blessed that my parents are working and they are too busy to be even be bothered by all these news last year. thank you;D jiayou all my fellow juniors for PSLE. if all the parents could stop all these nonsense. i cannot stand it everytime i walk pass west grove, overheard all those conversations, about knowing how they know how to calculate PSLE score and comparing just those meaningless marks.
i guess only i could see this problem.
Thursday, September 20, 2007, 2:37 am
#244 hey. I don't wish to contradict. But I just want to point out that by thinking that way, you actually is doing nothing.
being philosophic, would not change a person. a person. those words. you say you are influenced, but are you? you are just using words to support yourself.
self explainatory they call it. but its not. if you think those words make sense. see these.(mine) I'm not being philosophic here, you do not have to agree. I don't know. you just don't make me feel so right.
do you all still believe in all those seemingly craps? if life is ever that perfect; its not life.
you are just fooling yourself telling yourself that you could change the way you look at it. the last person you could convince is yourself. don't say it for a sake, but mean it. don't just do something because others do it, you are violating those words you believe in.
not that I'm a wet blanket. I just want to point out for you to see. but i guess you could never would. at this junction of time, you should know that fairytales endings and plot is impossible. if you still have those feelings, wake up. we have to accept the hard true as it is. you should know that that is not you.
don't fake my dear. you feelings.
Wednesday, September 19, 2007, 3:46 am
#243 okay a quick post. today is physics dayy;D now i cannot make myself to slack, no more time to waste. hiash. i see one day passing, i feel screwed-er. if there is ever such word=.=
and i finished ah wang! ohh mann the ending so sweet;D one can seriously learn so much from a retard man;D ahahs i shall write some chinese compo about him in EOYs. AH WANG:D ahahas. and i'm mad about pizza hut-.- don't ask why. damn random;D
btw I GOT A NEW NIKE HANDBAG okay thats not the main point because continue reading! FOR FREEEEEEEE
ahahs for don't know why actually=.= okay bye bye people;D i'm proud of what i have studied. ITS EVER SO HARD TO SURVIVE IN 103. and FPS is not as screwed although we prouldy failed and flunk the booklet like hell;D i recognised mr mackintosh's handwriting;D and we got 1 mark out of like 30++ for solutions;D i don't mind if you say we are pro;D but our final grade are the 2nd:D hehexD must treausre and be contented i guess:D
ZI WEI! I LOVE CRAPS BOOK:D I"M SURE JOANNE HAS ONE CRAP BOOK TOO:D
andand! NEWS! gongyuan and i = sadist and optmist is going to have a new book of craps! which is inclusive of 诗、词、句、废话。 we are going to change all these so literaturistic stuff into craps;D yay;D joanne will be co-producers;D ohh mann.
i'm looking forward to after EOYS(: 11days-.-
Friday, September 14, 2007, 8:56 pm
#242 i deleted my previous two posts. so don't need to wonder where the hell it has gone to. yeah yup. and i'm not going to announce or say that i'm gonna go on hiatus because i know im fooling myself. 不能骗自己;yeah. school was just all so normal actl-.- and been to alot mugging sessions. i need to have some layout for the sessions next week. a lot of time seemed to be wasted. hm. i shall think about it later i guess.
and i read joanne's blog.
it ring a bell in me. RIIIIIINGGG. yeah that ring. hey see the following: 那些痛的记忆, 落在春的泥土里, 滋养了大地, 开出下一个花季 让我们取名叫做珍惜 让我们懂得学会珍惜
its true that EOYs are simply meaningless. what teachers and the school want to see is the results. but they would never see the pain, the tears, the sweat, everything behind just those superficial marks. >< yeah its time to get independent. 那一滴雨水演化成翅膀
on a happy note. i realised im revising. although i think im going to slack saturday off. but hey, i actually revised;D jiayou people;D we can do it!
#241 school com lab. end of sentence. infer the rest yourself! SCHOOL TOTALLY ____ fill in the blank! don't be lazy because its the EOY period so start racking your brain and start figuring out the answer(: no prize for getting it right;D oh i know i'm stingy>.< medal=".="">I'M NOT WASTING TIME!. how convincing=.= and chengxin sent me a duckie pic to edit;D aww man! damn cute;D and im going to edit again;D i'm looking forward to end of EOYS coz alot people promised me to go pizza hut with me to eat the 7dollars meal;D oh its like 29days later=.= i should stop dreaming!
and ms foo came in and told use about the what control stress. so zhiyun and i ended up playing the scissors paper stone, win hit other person's hand again! and we hit until so hard that... what happen? I BROKE MY CAPILLARY okay i don't know how many! i just saw this red red thing on my hand and i ask joanne and she say i broke my VEIN! >.< i'm alive don't worry. and then it turns out to be CAPILLARY! and i asked amazing questions: WILL I DIE? joanne: 不会lah! will heal de! jaslyn: i don't know!!! *laughlaughlaugh* rie: aiyoh ah! sheena: YES YES YES! you only have one hour left! okay poof. i'm gone! to enjoy my last hour;D with JOANNE DUAN MENG HAO!:D
Saturday, September 08, 2007, 10:36 pm
#240 xintong and aishyn tagged me to do the quiz. but the quiz is so goddamn long and KEYU is lazy so she's just too lazy to even copy paste and do it >< and i'm finishing 封神榜! one last episode! and therefore I'm so patient for once to wait for it to load through the whole thing before enjoying the last bit of the show(: and oh yah, look at this pic(:
so 诗情画意 right! okay its too small to see the words so here they are: DON'T MISS ME MY DEAR, WE WILL MEET AGAIN! HEY TSK! WHO SAY I WILL MISS YOU! I'M ONLY EXERCISING MY HAND! but after reading the words it will be so diaoed-.- but anyways, i think its nice;D ahahas(: edited for like 20minutes? because i'm trying on the words=.= haha(: credits chengxin for the original pic(: and my nose had been running marathon! it only stops when i drink 菊花茶!okay no link=.= but any cold drinks would tempt my nose to stop running=.= AH CHOOO D: i'm sneezing now-.-
and disney is so nice today;D back to back episodes of all the shows i like just because of HSM2! ahahs I'm watching it again! so i practically waste 2 hours of my tuesday!-.- okay nevermind de >< they are countdowning!;D and all the shows;D mymymylove;D
oh i'm not ready for school D: the only good thing is seeing joanne;D she cut her hair o.O but i will still love her;D MUGMUG TMR:D [edits] OH I FINISHED THE SHOW:D the ending is nice;D but I'm still kind of worked up why NE ZHA and LIAN HUA not together! hmphD: he alr know lian hua is the butterfly! BOO D: now i know why i still have that tingling of sadness lastm when i watched it;D memories(: hai so now my current situation is one line: THE ENDING OF THE SHOW. THE STARTING OF MUGGING. praise my vocab=.= [/edits]
Friday, September 07, 2007, 3:34 am
#239 hellos;D I'm back to blogging(: because its one of the temptations, and also I think submitting skins into blogskins.com is so sian=.= okay call me a person who 半途而废 but I'm seriously thinking of deleting blogskin account. somehow! because it can't preview my skins and the codes screwed D: hai. i cannot stand troubles and difficulties. i'm lazy
and i still miss Joanne alot:D she is not giving me chocs but other stuff, food in particular! and i will love her so much so much;D but the thing is i haven't got her lays yet:D and she promised to tutor me science, which for godness sake, i seriously need! yay for joanne(: 我会等着你回来!
and oh yeah! call me a slacker, lazy pig because i've been slacking these days and watching time pass by with these: 1) High School Musical 2 (tempted by xintong; youtube) 2) 200 Pounds Beauty (random search; crunchyroll) 3) Whatever it takes 天子寻龙 (last 4 episodes, can't wait for tv; crunchyroll) 4) Gods of Honour 封神榜 (currently 35/40 episodes; 56.com&tudou.com) apparently i'm slacking=.= but hey! LAZY KEYU chionged out all the humans notes! so the next thing is to eat them up so as to DIGEST! and here comes in bio where we learn about the enzymes! but pardon me, I've forgotten everything O: no worries, joanne will go on an adventure to get back my memory when she returns(:
oh yah. i watched hairspray(: yeah its nicexD zac efron looks so weird. but well, 帅-er? ahahs! I'm so used to him being in High School Musical! but the movie is nice! and dramas! i finished my 法政先锋!oh man! i like the ending! i realised i'm watching more dramas and shows near big exams like eoys and psle=.= something's seriously wrong with me. currently chasing 阿旺新传. watched before but hmm, the shows i chasing recently all I've watched before. those old classics ah wang is so nice;D you can learn so much from a retard! okay im being mean >:[ but what i'm driving here is 人就是因为有了智慧,也有了嫉妒、争吵。有时不知者反而更高兴!那纯真的童真!ahahs tongzhen >< my dear cca neighbour(: okay out of point! as in its a nice drama;D innocence(: touching!
so after all these days! 200 Pounds beauty makes me fall in love with the song. MARIAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA(: anyone has it send me;D and 封神榜 suddenly teach me so many values! don't ask me why! 孝、忠、义 oh this is so cheem=.= anw, the main thing is that 世上只有妈妈好!they made sacrifices without any hesitation for her family! and the evil people, when they are humilated or hit, i keep replaying the scene! ohh man >< I'm a freako! D: i think people don't understand what I've typed(: they are crapps=.=
说是要放下,但做起来谈何容易?i want to make my post all very happy like those last time(: like what dear joy says, laugh is an art; and i'm going to master it too;D
Finally did up another blogskin after (really) almost 4 years.
And this skin alone takes me months since I began working on it.
Conceptualize/ get inspiration to format to consolidate to simplify to coding to trial and error to specific styles...
It's such a long process that it even makes me wonder am I getting too old for doing all these things?
Looking back, I used to make skins like one per day in secondary one to per week or month in secondary two/ three.
Then, somehow, all my design interest or passion goes into fan-art or icons/ banners based.
I guess I have this inherent mentality that any layout based design will drain me out, and it still does.
Then again, it may not be that I'm getting too old for this, but instead
I've raised my expectations? Too perfectionist in other words.
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Anyhow, I'm very satisfied I guess!
The only pure long holidays I would have and I did not let it to go to waste!
With the years to come, I really don't think I would have the time and peaceful mind to revisit and revamp the whole layout design once more.
So, something to take with me to university and eventually work life next time :)
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