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Wednesday, February 29, 2012, 6:19 am
#325残酷人生舞台
Haha 4 years ago I wanted to take a leap of faith, and until today, I still am.
Didn't really think too much about today, but just happen to realize that, the past 4 years of my life must have been the most 天真 times. And, I really forged relationships that will hurt me one way or another after this year...
The amount of time I spent on thinking about life, exceeds that spent on academics by so so much. But it's true that I only start to really use my brain and think more when I come JC. Maybe it's a good thing that I'm not good at multitasking afterall, that's what makes doing math a therapeutic thing --- 空白
If adult life feels like this, then it might really suck. :/
I hope the world can just end, I don't know how to face 2013 ... No more reasons, no more chances. 100% serendipity, how can I ever survive with that?!
Hai, I don't even understand why I feel so much for every thing.
都几年了 有些基础感情都没有变
不管是令人安慰的 或是催泪的 都是过去的一部分
无需再三的提醒 我也从来没有忘
是自己懦弱放不开手 还是自己太过勇敢紧抓不放
有些东西真的不是头脑可以解释的 就是那些怦然和冲动
说不怕是假的 但舍不得又如何
永远会是 我的雨天
和我的微笑
Faith.
mischellaneous
archives
Aftermath
Finally did up another blogskin after (really) almost 4 years.
And this skin alone takes me months since I began working on it.
Conceptualize/ get inspiration to format to consolidate to simplify to coding to trial and error to specific styles...
It's such a long process that it even makes me wonder am I getting too old for doing all these things?
Looking back, I used to make skins like one per day in secondary one to per week or month in secondary two/ three.
Then, somehow, all my design interest or passion goes into fan-art or icons/ banners based.
I guess I have this inherent mentality that any layout based design will drain me out, and it still does.
Then again, it may not be that I'm getting too old for this, but instead
I've raised my expectations? Too perfectionist in other words.
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Anyhow, I'm very satisfied I guess!
The only pure long holidays I would have and I did not let it to go to waste!
With the years to come, I really don't think I would have the time and peaceful mind to revisit and revamp the whole layout design once more.
So, something to take with me to university and eventually work life next time :)
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有时候回忆很可怕,它让你看到你的曾经所以对未来有梦
只愿在慌乱之中,留下这一片虚拟的记忆和画面的潇洒
这一路的赞赏和欣慰,永远不会忘
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