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Tuesday, May 31, 2011

#321

My heart is so jet lagged.

Dance night was quite fun (+ CIP hours~)! 花落水无痕 is damn awesome x 3! 贾宝玉 is damn cool!! :D Quite funny/amusing to observe people behind the roses. After being in contact with roses for two days, however cliche it is, I guess the idea of "receiving flowers" is still what many people pursue? I never really receive flowers for my past 4 years in NY, because they are mainly food HAHA. I wonder do you really feel that great receiving so many flowers? Doesn't flowers feel a bit distant... But I like those kind with a story behind like 为了死亡而生存/ adopt a rose! ;)

Term 2 ended! And so is semester one! Time passes really really fast but school drags on like forever. The last week is terrible everyday I'm just hoping for the day to end, and the thing is I'm not busy after school either. Life's so different, I used to reach home damn late on tuesday and thursday nights, now thursday is my earliest day? And I'm getting abit sick of fishtank too.

I keep thinking 2010 is still very recent, which is actually not considering it's almost half a year ago. I seem to have lost the drive to pay attention and do work, slacking every second away. But at least past two days I felt that I did something. Anyway holidays = think of how to spend money and where to spend on. Actually majority of the time it goes to food or movies.

I can't believe I'm not going to be where I am in around now in a month's time. How will I ever be strong enough to pack everything up, opening up drawers of letters and reading them ... 让回忆填满眼眶, 让感激泛滥~

I still remember clearly last year graduation night, how I teared quite badly to every line which says I'm a good friend. I hope I will always be :)

Somehow this year I grow to have so much more faith than what I expected. All of our friendships will stay strong as long as we are strong too! And when we're not, there will be the others who are!

我相信

在彩虹另一端等待我们的不是什么金银珠宝,

而是我们有对方就有信念到达的希望.

Seriously, in the end, all that mattered is

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