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Friday, December 31, 2010, 6:44 am
#318Sparks fly.
2010 is really very memorable, indeed. My last year in Nanyang, my last concert in NY Audi with my love-hated cca, my last-s spent with my last class in NY. I can't believe just 4 years ago I keep saying I hate NY and dislike the school system and just blamed everything else for my life which sort of sucked back then. I tried so hard to like fit in to what I thought is how a secondary school student should behave! Maybe that's why I can't really remember my life in sec 1. Because I don't have one apparently.
I think I'm very blessed to meet so many different people, really. Secondary 2 is seriously my turning point, I suddenly feel like I can do it, and I really did work very hard to earn a place in 301. :) And no matter how hard we always complain about EPGY, I would choose MSTP all over again even if time turns back. Maybe it's the last year in NY, everything feels closer to the heart, and matters much more.
紫韵筝情`10! :D Concerts > SYF! Especially when you're a sec4! Haha, went back to watch the montage again everyone really 辛苦了. I will remember the preparation and 在台上的悸动/激动 forever! And, I guess that's end of my guzheng life. I realize I like guzheng more as an ensemble because emotions collectively make music more moving! No matter how screwed up we may be haha. That's why I don't think I will pursue guzheng lesson in a short while.
快乐:其实就是这么简单,由小小的瞬间拼凑而成
衷心感谢出现在我生命的每一个人,每一个灵魂,
在那些漆黑的夜晚,照亮我卑微的人生:)
401`10, NYGZ`10, 203`08, 6E'06, everyone!
2011
我很怕,可是有你们陪我度过
mischellaneous
archives
Aftermath
Finally did up another blogskin after (really) almost 4 years.
And this skin alone takes me months since I began working on it.
Conceptualize/ get inspiration to format to consolidate to simplify to coding to trial and error to specific styles...
It's such a long process that it even makes me wonder am I getting too old for doing all these things?
Looking back, I used to make skins like one per day in secondary one to per week or month in secondary two/ three.
Then, somehow, all my design interest or passion goes into fan-art or icons/ banners based.
I guess I have this inherent mentality that any layout based design will drain me out, and it still does.
Then again, it may not be that I'm getting too old for this, but instead
I've raised my expectations? Too perfectionist in other words.
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Anyhow, I'm very satisfied I guess!
The only pure long holidays I would have and I did not let it to go to waste!
With the years to come, I really don't think I would have the time and peaceful mind to revisit and revamp the whole layout design once more.
So, something to take with me to university and eventually work life next time :)
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有时候回忆很可怕，它让你看到你的曾经所以对未来有梦
只愿在慌乱之中，留下这一片虚拟的记忆和画面的潇洒
这一路的赞赏和欣慰，永远不会忘
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