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Monday, December 27, 2010, 6:45 am
#317There's a place out there for us.
Songs are heartbreaking. When can I stop being so vulnerable to them. The year is ending but I'm not even near 释怀. I'm watching drama after drama at night to get rid of the lonely feeling, and tried laughing at the slightest funny part. Wah, really cannot listen to all those songs at night.
大崩溃
I don't know why but I suddenly feel very empty and hollow.
期待变成无奈怎么变回期待
I feel like I suddenly lost the faith I tried building inside me.
伯牙碎琴,谁又是我的知音
Ah, this feeling won't last, I believe. 旧伤 totally killed tonight :(
"等一颗遥远的心就像要星星回应许的愿望:苦苦没有回答"
Exactly who we are is just enough.
mischellaneous
archives
Aftermath
Finally did up another blogskin after (really) almost 4 years.
And this skin alone takes me months since I began working on it.
Conceptualize/ get inspiration to format to consolidate to simplify to coding to trial and error to specific styles...
It's such a long process that it even makes me wonder am I getting too old for doing all these things?
Looking back, I used to make skins like one per day in secondary one to per week or month in secondary two/ three.
Then, somehow, all my design interest or passion goes into fan-art or icons/ banners based.
I guess I have this inherent mentality that any layout based design will drain me out, and it still does.
Then again, it may not be that I'm getting too old for this, but instead
I've raised my expectations? Too perfectionist in other words.
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Anyhow, I'm very satisfied I guess!
The only pure long holidays I would have and I did not let it to go to waste!
With the years to come, I really don't think I would have the time and peaceful mind to revisit and revamp the whole layout design once more.
So, something to take with me to university and eventually work life next time :)
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有时候回忆很可怕，它让你看到你的曾经所以对未来有梦
只愿在慌乱之中，留下这一片虚拟的记忆和画面的潇洒
这一路的赞赏和欣慰，永远不会忘
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