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Thursday, September 30, 2010

#314

Even he smiled.

Sometimes I really wonder, why we perceive people differently, and with the same actions, one can hold so much more meaning than the other. Both can be tears, but one just feel so much sadder and needs more concern. It's like the same stimulus, yet different response. Maybe the brain is unable to send nerve impulses to the heart to control the response.

为什么都是眼泪却不同重量?

Normally people say when you are faced with something far too many times, your heart get numbed of accommodating and responding to the stimulus. I wonder if our eyes ever get numbed for accommodation? At least you could close your eyes when you feel tired, but how to close a heart.

When we start all with all the "firsts", did it even occur to us that there may be all these "lasts". Tomorrow is Children's Day, and the last official lesson day in NY. I don't know how to feel, my 4 years eh.

I feel stronger! Even though I know how I may be fragile inside! Songs are still the most therapeutic, lyrics make all the illogical feelings logical! Just smile, smile at how foolish a thought is, how mean an assumption is, and how naive a naive thought is.

因为有可能笑着笑着，就会慢慢变快乐了.

After EOYS, I hope to catch a day to stay in school and watch it rain and shine all over again. Doing nothing but just sitting at the steps, and stone at the rain. And stone even more. Until everything in my heart can evaporate with it.

雨脆弱地淋下，痛却不说话，所以我也会很坚强

借来的都该还掉

到期了-

关上门以后就算爱你又如何?

Please remember the smile!