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NYGH, 301`09, NYGZ Tuesday, August 31, 2010
#313Can I be your candle?
To use my passion/ love and burn my energy just to provide that little more light and warmth to light up your dark night sky. But I don't want anyone to burn out. Teachers are like candles? Must be they're too hot!
These two days have been exciting! XinTong's birthday yesterday and our chocolate fondue surprise succeeded. We're super great people to make it work and the chocolate tastes super nice, that even became our lunch too. (lucky the councillors step down already) Today is teacher's day! Our teachers are so talented, like how a physics teacher can teach longitudinal and transverse waves using dance moves. Class party was fun and took lots of photos. I guess everyone just seems to treasure the last few moments as a class more because everything which is happening now just continually remind the sec4s especially how old we are and how soon it is that we are crossing over that bridge. Went back to primary school. People changed, environment changed.
Over that bridge means surviving everything. And of course welcome new "everything". Why does JC has such complicated subjects choices, I didn't even remember myself thinking so hard for sec3. Getting into 301/401 just feels like part of my life which I need to work hard towards in sec2. I don't think I can make a decision totally independent of peer influence.
Last Friday's CLEP essay test was so impactful.
众里寻他千百度，蓦然回首，那人却在灯火阑珊处
Even though I'm not writing about 爱情, or something which is absolutely close to my heart since the story is totally fiction, but I feel like crying while I write. More of mixed feelings rather than sad?
我在灯火阑珊处等你蓦然回首。
我的人生一直是笔直的，转弯是为了遇见你。
Suddenly felt quite relieved that I'm in Nanyang and get to know and love the friends I have today. I really hope that I wouldn't know when exactly I will die, maybe in 2012, so that for everything, I would not have the time to reflect and blame myself with regrets.
因为一切都回到放不开 .