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Thursday, December 31, 2009, 6:01 am

#307
Last but not least -
I realized, no matter how hard everyone is promoting world peace and

save the earth, a day when no war and people stop killing trees is impossible. This is because in whatever idealistic thoughts we hold, there are loopholes everywhere for reality to attack, and soon everything will fall apart. So, I will not hope for such unrealistic stuff anymore. It's not that I do not believe in fairytale endings, it's just that I believe fairytale don't exists for us to use it as an excuse to cover up for our own stupidity. :)
With love, 2009
I suppose if a picture speaks a thousand words, this picture could speak a million :)
2009 passed ridiculously fast, I have so many "thank you" and "sorry" to say to everyone. But I guess my picture could do it for me right! While doing this I sort of think about the entire year again in my mind, and even though how crap it might have been, I should still be thankful that here am I, breathing, and typing.
As usual, thank you 301`09, 203`08, NYGZ, family, everyone. More or less, everyone contributed to this dynamic year.
My wish for the new year is simple. It's not that I want to aim to be happy, it's just that I hope I could treat myself and people around me better. Especially family. Even though things got kind of weird and awkward. We will pull through right. Or rather I will adapt right.
我希望明年我可以把自己的愿望星星送给关心我的人.
2009的死亡,象征着另一个诞生.
所以不管近年多么凄凉,它象征着温暖的到来.
要期待;
2010
I welcome you with open arms :)
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Aftermath
Finally did up another blogskin after (really) almost 4 years.
And this skin alone takes me months since I began working on it.
Conceptualize/ get inspiration to format to consolidate to simplify to coding to trial and error to specific styles...
It's such a long process that it even makes me wonder am I getting too old for doing all these things?
Looking back, I used to make skins like one per day in secondary one to per week or month in secondary two/ three.
Then, somehow, all my design interest or passion goes into fan-art or icons/ banners based.
I guess I have this inherent mentality that any layout based design will drain me out, and it still does.
Then again, it may not be that I'm getting too old for this, but instead
I've raised my expectations? Too perfectionist in other words.
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Anyhow, I'm very satisfied I guess!
The only pure long holidays I would have and I did not let it to go to waste!
With the years to come, I really don't think I would have the time and peaceful mind to revisit and revamp the whole layout design once more.
So, something to take with me to university and eventually work life next time :)
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有时候回忆很可怕,它让你看到你的曾经所以对未来有梦
只愿在慌乱之中,留下这一片虚拟的记忆和画面的潇洒
这一路的赞赏和欣慰,永远不会忘
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