I won't let you fall.
We're gonna see the world out, I'll hold you till the hurt is gone.
I went to read majority of my posts these days, and I do admit that my posts got super gloomy this year. Especially livejournal. Maybe its the excessive usage of Chinese. So hard to strike a balance, sigh. Like languages marks -.- So, I told myself, those kind of posting style is not exactly healthy. (to post and to read) Though I always stop to ponder how come I could write those chinese words that time. XP
- Star movies is great today! Bedtime stories + XMEN2 :D
- R&R 65% done. (-.-)
- Food trail to end 2009 :)
Christmas always seems like so
me wake up call for me, like the fact that 2009 is ending finally hits me, then thoughts of secondary4 starts to flood my brains. GAH. Since secondary 1 till now, I always thought its so great that I'm not oldest and a sec4, no idea why but I always pity them. Haha, so next year I will pity myself. =.= and graces -.- and guzheng concert. -.- sec4 = most responsibilities. ):
Its not that I'm not a responsible person. It's just that I don't like being so responsible. Next year is filled with so many uncertainties, probably because this year ended vaguely too. It's so weird right, seeing your classmates after 2 months break, I don't know if anyone changed? Then blah blah happens, then blah blah blah develops, then all the craps start again. D: So sian, when you try to talk some sense but nobody listens. And I don't know why I bother to even care, it's not even my business. Quite stupid, I'm like exposing myself to lies attack, until the end of the day I'm the one who got the most number of scars and still embracing the attacks. Haha, if only I listen to my brain who should ignore the heart. D<
NEVERTHELESS, there's something to look forward to in 2010:D
My heart is calling out for me to pre-order to get the 80pages of photos of him in new york. But urgh. My financial status is kind of depressing.
Anyhow, SAVE MONEY$$ or -ahem-birthday-ahem-. HAHA!. wonder who reads this :)
Like luozhixiang for one year already! :D First anniversary XD
The grass is getting greener each day,
So we will make all the right moves,
together right?
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