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Tuesday, December 01, 2009, 12:26 am
#304The edge of desire
This is supposedly november post which came late. Back from Taiwan but it's quite stupid to post about it when so many other people did on their blogs/ lj and you can see facebook spammed with pictures of crazy nanyang girls supposedly enjoying their stay overseas. It came strongly to me that all these photos and tagging are just trying to show the whole world how happy you are and how cool it is that you are in such an awesome trip. Realness?
S.H.E. 成功地锁住时间，让感动蔓延；我却丢失了时间的锁头，时间的嘲笑声持续在空气中蔓延。
五月天因为知足的快乐让他们能够忍受心痛；我却忍受了心痛，却从来不知足。
林宥嘉没有说谎，对他心爱的人他从来不用假装；我却对我最亲爱的人作出伪装，请告诉我这不是说谎，只是保护秘密的守护天使。
周杰伦没有理由也能自己走；我却是可怜的地球一直围绕着我的太阳，若我消失太阳还是会绕，因为太阳的光芒洒满在那么多星球上，我微不足道的存在只是稀薄的空气。
Tank因为受伤所以欣赏伤口的漂亮；我却一再为漂亮的伤口包扎却跌倒在伤口上，然后持续受伤。
林俊杰突然累了，因为已经撑着撑到麻了；我是渐渐地累了，因为撑着撑到伤口越刺痛着。
黄靖伦在在乎的人未来缺席就好像一本剧本未完待续；在乎的人却持续迟迟不肯出现在我的生命里。
罗志祥一直都会在第二顺位等着深爱的人；我却好像一直是你的第二顺位等待被降职。
张芸京跪着哭泣她无能为力；我却有着无穷的能力但你从不为我哭泣。
张韶涵再多的爱也不够，不够成为超完美伤口；我有很多的伤口却没有这么多的爱。
梁静茹的崇拜被挥霍了，所以他存在在爱人之外；我的崇拜也被挥霍了，我却还是存在在他人之存在。
张惠妹越爱谁，越防备，像只脆弱的刺猬；我越爱谁，越狼狈，像只破碎的玻璃杯。
苏打绿小时候的天真在他的心里长大；我却渐渐丧失童年的童真。
蔡依林终于看开爱回不来，两人面前太多阻碍；我遇到那么多阻碍，却一直期盼爱会转过头来。
“再给我两分钟，让我把记忆结成冰”
再给我多一点时间，让我把心酸融化为辛酸的回忆Because I acknowledge my insignificance, and going to taiwan only intensifies this inferior side. It's okay, it's just that I'm scared that you'll forget me.
但是有时候我宁愿你曾经忘记我，证明我在你生命里出现过。
然后再紧记我。不要抛弃我。依赖是阻碍？
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Aftermath
Finally did up another blogskin after (really) almost 4 years.
And this skin alone takes me months since I began working on it.
Conceptualize/ get inspiration to format to consolidate to simplify to coding to trial and error to specific styles...
It's such a long process that it even makes me wonder am I getting too old for doing all these things?
Looking back, I used to make skins like one per day in secondary one to per week or month in secondary two/ three.
Then, somehow, all my design interest or passion goes into fan-art or icons/ banners based.
I guess I have this inherent mentality that any layout based design will drain me out, and it still does.
Then again, it may not be that I'm getting too old for this, but instead
I've raised my expectations? Too perfectionist in other words.
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Anyhow, I'm very satisfied I guess!
The only pure long holidays I would have and I did not let it to go to waste!
With the years to come, I really don't think I would have the time and peaceful mind to revisit and revamp the whole layout design once more.
So, something to take with me to university and eventually work life next time :)
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有时候回忆很可怕，它让你看到你的曾经所以对未来有梦
只愿在慌乱之中，留下这一片虚拟的记忆和画面的潇洒
这一路的赞赏和欣慰，永远不会忘
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