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Friday, April 24, 2009, 7:48 am
#296Sorry my posts these days had been kind of weird and "off" in a sense because "off" is exactly what I feel these days. Felt seriously numbed by failures to feel the sadness (disappointment still very prominent though), numbed by success to feel the high high feeling. ah what happen to my life D:
okay anyway, here's a "normal" post and updates of my life. In point form because lazy to organise my thoughts.
1) went for CHATS and realised how easily for minority to be neglected and forgotten, throughout the forum, felt like I suddenly own an invisible cloak. Basically, just treat it as though I am carbon dioxide and has disappeared from the world temporary for one week. I really do not want to remember much from this experience.
2) cip with zhiyun for 3 hours and more makes me realises that I miss her (and stupid victoria) a lot ): and the atmosphere in 203`08!
3) fell sick like 2 days before SYF and shivered in cold under the hot Sexy Singapore Sun! ):
4) watched 百分百 which I have not been watching for so many weeks. Xiaozhu still makes me laugh(:
5) syf on Monday 20/04/09. Felt a rush of pride and ____ for the 3rd time in two weeks and sheena witness this SUPER RARE phenomen all three times. For the first time in my life, I saw sheena ____ and she was also the one who triggered the excess water droplets in my body.
6) went art museum and this makes me conclude that I have enjoyed by two visits to two different museums these two weeks. I have fallen in love with
air conditioned museums, the emotions of art are so huge and ovewhelming! And yes, my one-and-only in the future won't mind visiting museums with me on one lazy afternoon and having sips of coffee at some cafe(: romantic yeah?
7) gold with honours(: for the first time I feel that results really don't matter. the "honours" just doesn't amount to the sense of pride I felt.
8) bought yanchun's super unique present!
personalized mug(:
9) anticipating week 7. 7 things to face.
I had been trying to overlook the signs but the signs seem to be too big for me to miss them.
gotta keep trying, gotta keep my hands held high;
Always gonna be an uphill battle, sometimes I'm gonna have to lose
its the climb.
#296
