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Friday, April 24, 2009, 7:48 am
#296Sorry my posts these days had been kind of weird and "off" in a sense because "off" is exactly what I feel these days. Felt seriously numbed by failures to feel the sadness (disappointment still very prominent though), numbed by success to feel the high high feeling. ah what happen to my life D:
okay anyway, here's a "normal" post and updates of my life. In point form because lazy to organise my thoughts.
1) went for CHATS and realised how easily for minority to be neglected and forgotten, throughout the forum, felt like I suddenly own an invisible cloak. Basically, just treat it as though I am carbon dioxide and has disappeared from the world temporary for one week. I really do not want to remember much from this experience.
2) cip with zhiyun for 3 hours and more makes me realises that I miss her (and stupid victoria) a lot ): and the atmosphere in 203`08!
3) fell sick like 2 days before SYF and shivered in cold under the hot Sexy Singapore Sun! ):
4) watched 百分百 which I have not been watching for so many weeks. Xiaozhu still makes me laugh(:
5) syf on Monday 20/04/09. Felt a rush of pride and ____ for the 3rd time in two weeks and sheena witness this SUPER RARE phenomen all three times. For the first time in my life, I saw sheena ____ and she was also the one who triggered the excess water droplets in my body.
6) went art museum and this makes me conclude that I have enjoyed by two visits to two different museums these two weeks. I have fallen in love with
air conditioned museums, the emotions of art are so huge and ovewhelming! And yes, my one-and-only in the future won't mind visiting museums with me on one lazy afternoon and having sips of coffee at some cafe(: romantic yeah?
7) gold with honours(: for the first time I feel that results really don't matter. the "honours" just doesn't amount to the sense of pride I felt.
8) bought yanchun's super unique present!
personalized mug(:
9) anticipating week 7. 7 things to face.
I had been trying to overlook the signs but the signs seem to be too big for me to miss them.
gotta keep trying, gotta keep my hands held high;
Always gonna be an uphill battle, sometimes I'm gonna have to lose
its the climb.Wednesday, April 15, 2009, 9:50 pm
#295yesterday you told me 'bout the blue blue sky;
skies under hwa chong is like the sky on top of the froggy's well.
Issue Addressing: Carbon Dioxide
Chemical Bonds: Covalent
Elements involved: Carbon, Oxygen
Dear mother earth,
Can you be more tolerant towards carbon dioxide? They are so active and friendly and enthusiastic towards coming to get closer to you yet human and man think that they are all waste and the result of all the problems on Earth, like greenhouse effect. But carbon dioxide is so innocent!
Human always think oxygen is their live, carbon dioxide is the killer. But they provide plants with the energy to move on (photosynthesis) and prove themself a member of the "air" we are breathing in. Living things and even non-living things like candle abandon carbon dioxide, are all eager to get rid of the carbon dioxide in their lungs to embrace the new fresh oxygen. However, has it ever occured to anybody that one must appreciate the leaving of carbon dioxide before welcoming the new element?
Carbon dioxide is always left in the dark. We treat them for granted. They are there, they should be there, they will
always be there. What we always do was to shower oxygen with care and concern and leave out
all the rest. Because oxygen is important, they may not be there, they will
not always be there.
Carbon dioxide is magical. They breathe life to plants. Carbon dioxide has oxygen atoms in it too, so can you please please accept it?
Yours sincerely,
me,me,me
我们像是二氧化碳，你们并没有把我们珍惜在眼里。
被盲目的双目，看不到真情的存在；
被掩盖的双耳，低档不了流言蜚语。
我只想，好好，好好，好好地睡一觉。
明天我会恢复原来氧气的位置。
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