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Friday, March 06, 2009, 4:09 am
#293blanks, images, memories flashed pass when the peaceful seas broke out into sorrowful cries, splashing their tears against the rough sand, and the abrasion washed off the footsteps left on the ground.I have been thinking a lot these few days, maybe it's the cool land breeze that night which sparked off my racing mind, or is it the life temporary without school work burden and commitments. Recalling my life, people who left footprints in mine, people who are just passerby.
Through obs, I keep getting the frequent occurrence of a sudden rush of emotions, and this in turn evolved into water droplets which by accident took shelter in my eyes. It's always hard to eat this emotion up, making sure it could be digested (it's not as easy as digestive biscuit). Be it cries of excitement, accomplishment, realisation, sorrow, or regret, it's still an experience which made impact.
the song which best describes my feelings/reflections through out the whole camp:
崇拜it's really great and amazing and touching at the same time when you finally find with a song with lyrics describing the whole predicament, melody which touches the soul. :D
I'm glad that some still stay by my side, while I felt that I have lost control over some. The grateful thing is, our basic relationship is still there and I hope we could still smile at each other in the future and always.
你的姿态，你的期待，我存在在你的存在；你以为爱，就是被爱，你挥霍了我的崇拜
风筝有风，海豚游海，我存在在我的存在；所以明白，所以离开，所以不再为爱而爱my goal is to
自己存在在你之外
活着，还是为了开心:D
mischellaneous
archives
Aftermath
Finally did up another blogskin after (really) almost 4 years.
And this skin alone takes me months since I began working on it.
Conceptualize/ get inspiration to format to consolidate to simplify to coding to trial and error to specific styles...
It's such a long process that it even makes me wonder am I getting too old for doing all these things?
Looking back, I used to make skins like one per day in secondary one to per week or month in secondary two/ three.
Then, somehow, all my design interest or passion goes into fan-art or icons/ banners based.
I guess I have this inherent mentality that any layout based design will drain me out, and it still does.
Then again, it may not be that I'm getting too old for this, but instead
I've raised my expectations? Too perfectionist in other words.
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Anyhow, I'm very satisfied I guess!
The only pure long holidays I would have and I did not let it to go to waste!
With the years to come, I really don't think I would have the time and peaceful mind to revisit and revamp the whole layout design once more.
So, something to take with me to university and eventually work life next time :)
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有时候回忆很可怕，它让你看到你的曾经所以对未来有梦
只愿在慌乱之中，留下这一片虚拟的记忆和画面的潇洒
这一路的赞赏和欣慰，永远不会忘
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