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Friday, December 14, 2007, 5:23 pm
#271because i once thought it was okay, but it's too late to apologise.
because the fire was once red, but it turned blue then;
because you are like a heart which needs a beat, but it turned to be a dead heart afterall;
because i would take another chance for you, but you threw it away;
because in the end, i'm holding on to your rope, 10feet off the ground;
you cut me down.
i'm trying to keep my hands in the fire;
because sooner or later i could get what what i'm asking for.
but its good to realise, nothing is broken.
you're in my heart just like a tattoo.
i'll always have you.
sorry i have to move on and leave you behind.
sorry i have to be strong and leave you behind.
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Aftermath
Finally did up another blogskin after (really) almost 4 years.
And this skin alone takes me months since I began working on it.
Conceptualize/ get inspiration to format to consolidate to simplify to coding to trial and error to specific styles...
It's such a long process that it even makes me wonder am I getting too old for doing all these things?
Looking back, I used to make skins like one per day in secondary one to per week or month in secondary two/ three.
Then, somehow, all my design interest or passion goes into fan-art or icons/ banners based.
I guess I have this inherent mentality that any layout based design will drain me out, and it still does.
Then again, it may not be that I'm getting too old for this, but instead
I've raised my expectations? Too perfectionist in other words.
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Anyhow, I'm very satisfied I guess!
The only pure long holidays I would have and I did not let it to go to waste!
With the years to come, I really don't think I would have the time and peaceful mind to revisit and revamp the whole layout design once more.
So, something to take with me to university and eventually work life next time :)
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有时候回忆很可怕，它让你看到你的曾经所以对未来有梦
只愿在慌乱之中，留下这一片虚拟的记忆和画面的潇洒
这一路的赞赏和欣慰，永远不会忘
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