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Friday, November 30, 2007, 5:14 pm
#265
就是在最后的光亮消失后，进入了黑暗，才会有明天的到来。
有些人撑不下去了，败给了黑暗的入侵，忘了曾经那些鼓励的话语、忘了长年累月来的坚持，就在这时候，放弃了。这场战，打得好失败。
有些人就算是用尽所有的力气，也要撑着看到日出。成功了。突破了黑暗的威胁，记得所有的牵挂，看到日出后，再吐出最后一口气。这场战，赢了。
因为人就是那么脆弱，软弱，要承认，自己也是。
因为能够从黑暗中再站出来的人，以超越了胆量的试探，而是价值观的考验了。
“宁愿洒脱得走完这人生，也不要留下牵挂”
牵挂，只因为放不下；
但若走到人生的顶端，还会牵挂吗？会的。
但只有在看破红尘之后，才明白真情可贵。
人生中，总是忽略了细小的细节，我们的心脏日夜不休，从来没有放弃继续跳动，为什么？为了让我们能够走完人生的道路。但有谁曾经那样的感谢它？但只听到心脏病人士埋怨它。心脏从来都没错、是我们错了。
很欣赏抗癌的朋友们；
想感谢器官；
因为没有他们，我们是什么？
风筝有风、海豚有海；
擦干眼泪，勇敢面对人生巴
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Aftermath
Finally did up another blogskin after (really) almost 4 years.
And this skin alone takes me months since I began working on it.
Conceptualize/ get inspiration to format to consolidate to simplify to coding to trial and error to specific styles...
It's such a long process that it even makes me wonder am I getting too old for doing all these things?
Looking back, I used to make skins like one per day in secondary one to per week or month in secondary two/ three.
Then, somehow, all my design interest or passion goes into fan-art or icons/ banners based.
I guess I have this inherent mentality that any layout based design will drain me out, and it still does.
Then again, it may not be that I'm getting too old for this, but instead
I've raised my expectations? Too perfectionist in other words.
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Anyhow, I'm very satisfied I guess!
The only pure long holidays I would have and I did not let it to go to waste!
With the years to come, I really don't think I would have the time and peaceful mind to revisit and revamp the whole layout design once more.
So, something to take with me to university and eventually work life next time :)
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有时候回忆很可怕，它让你看到你的曾经所以对未来有梦
只愿在慌乱之中，留下这一片虚拟的记忆和画面的潇洒
这一路的赞赏和欣慰，永远不会忘
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