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Thursday, September 20, 2007, 2:37 am
#244hey. I don't wish to contradict. But I just want to point out that by thinking that way, you actually is doing nothing.
being philosophic, would not change a person.
a person. those words.
you say you are influenced, but are you? you are just using words to support yourself.
self explainatory they call it. but its not. if you think those words make sense. see these.(mine)
I'm not being philosophic here, you do not have to agree.
I don't know. you just don't make me feel
so right.
do you all still believe in all those seemingly craps?if life is ever that perfect; its not life.
you are just fooling yourself telling yourself that you could change the way you look at it. the last person you could convince is yourself. don't say it for a sake, but mean it. don't just do something because others do it, you are violating those words you
believe in.
not that I'm a wet blanket. I just want to point out for you to
see.
but i guess you could never would.
at this junction of time, you should know that fairytales endings and plot is impossible. if you still have those feelings, wake up. we have to accept the hard true as it is. you should know that
that is not
you.
don't fake my dear. you feelings.
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Aftermath
Finally did up another blogskin after (really) almost 4 years.
And this skin alone takes me months since I began working on it.
Conceptualize/ get inspiration to format to consolidate to simplify to coding to trial and error to specific styles...
It's such a long process that it even makes me wonder am I getting too old for doing all these things?
Looking back, I used to make skins like one per day in secondary one to per week or month in secondary two/ three.
Then, somehow, all my design interest or passion goes into fan-art or icons/ banners based.
I guess I have this inherent mentality that any layout based design will drain me out, and it still does.
Then again, it may not be that I'm getting too old for this, but instead
I've raised my expectations? Too perfectionist in other words.
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Anyhow, I'm very satisfied I guess!
The only pure long holidays I would have and I did not let it to go to waste!
With the years to come, I really don't think I would have the time and peaceful mind to revisit and revamp the whole layout design once more.
So, something to take with me to university and eventually work life next time :)
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有时候回忆很可怕，它让你看到你的曾经所以对未来有梦
只愿在慌乱之中，留下这一片虚拟的记忆和画面的潇洒
这一路的赞赏和欣慰，永远不会忘
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