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Saturday, September 22, 2007, 6:28 am
#245if i were to post ytd, this will be either an emo or a bad words filled post. it is to that extent man ><
you should see my pile of homework=.= victoria and zhiyun even introed it to me ytd. it makes me go bonkers. why? it spoils all my revision plans. now next week is incoporated with so many other stuff. i cannot go with my scheldue. so i have to multi task. i hate that. =.=
ohh mann. i thought nanyang finally is so good to let us off for 3 days to let us study at home because its really the big exams and i thought they are nice to let us have enough sleep to study. but what followed up is a chunk of modules. walao ><>;[
AND. i tried. i really
tried but you failed me again. can't you see i'm trying so hard. to keep up with 103's pace. to keep up with your expectations. to keep up with my marks. but you walked to fast huh. i know i'm running alr. but nothing seemed to matter to you anymore.
painless freaki really want to pass LA-.- i need it to get to sec two. its too late now.
another thing. i hate parents who are so kpo and kiasu. people knocked onto your children then the next momment you complain? like what shit is that? you want your child to be the best. the best. the best. what crap? she never get into a really good and topped school even though she could you were disappointed right. so you want your child to beat us.
don't even think about it>< you know how some parents will go around and ask for your PSLE mark and gossip about who score the highest, who is the lowest etc. freaks lah. can't you see all your children are trying so hard. stop all those craps can. and parents with children scoring well, you went all over to brag. like WTH? these are the people who could forget about earning any single respect from me.
parents are once children but they don't understand. i feel blessed that my parents are working and they are too busy to be even be bothered by all these news last year. thank you;D
jiayou all my fellow juniors for PSLE. if all the parents could stop all these nonsense. i cannot stand it everytime i walk pass west grove, overheard all those conversations, about knowing how they know how to calculate PSLE score and comparing just those meaningless marks.
i guess only i could see this problem.
mischellaneous
archives
Aftermath
Finally did up another blogskin after (really) almost 4 years.
And this skin alone takes me months since I began working on it.
Conceptualize/ get inspiration to format to consolidate to simplify to coding to trial and error to specific styles...
It's such a long process that it even makes me wonder am I getting too old for doing all these things?
Looking back, I used to make skins like one per day in secondary one to per week or month in secondary two/ three.
Then, somehow, all my design interest or passion goes into fan-art or icons/ banners based.
I guess I have this inherent mentality that any layout based design will drain me out, and it still does.
Then again, it may not be that I'm getting too old for this, but instead
I've raised my expectations? Too perfectionist in other words.
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Anyhow, I'm very satisfied I guess!
The only pure long holidays I would have and I did not let it to go to waste!
With the years to come, I really don't think I would have the time and peaceful mind to revisit and revamp the whole layout design once more.
So, something to take with me to university and eventually work life next time :)
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有时候回忆很可怕，它让你看到你的曾经所以对未来有梦
只愿在慌乱之中，留下这一片虚拟的记忆和画面的潇洒
这一路的赞赏和欣慰，永远不会忘
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