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Tuesday, August 07, 2007, 2:05 am
home econs is alright afterall.
enough of the cursing non examinable subjects stuff.
i'm damn careless of chem, and i just want to scrape a 32 or higher.
i saw shao tan at interchange.
she makes me
happy.
有时候不是说不痛就是不痛。
每个微笑的后面；藏着许多感触。好与坏、那还重要吗？
为什么你还是不明白？sometimes the leadership may overcome you.
and point you at the wrong way.
neither right nor left.
its difficult to choose the right path.
i'm wondering on mine.
but some people just overshoot the limit;
and they hurt themselves.
its not about whether you are cool or not;
but about the feelings from the heart.
人生就是要目睹许多残酷的局面。
为什么好胜心能够像恶魔一样、控制一个人？
我真的不明白。
搞得两败俱伤，就是目的吗？when the whole things control over you;
you not only hurt yourselves;
but the people around you-
the effects. you would never dreamt of it.
又是另一个悲剧；yeah. i have enough of you. stop all the craps you have given everybody. you know how much we hate your attitude! i dont give a damn to whatever jie jie you have like what shit. yeah go on and think you could whatever get near seniors and craps lah. like whatever. so what your jie jie rawks so much yea? c'mon see if i care. yeah. you should seriously just sit in a corner and cry your hearts out and hey. i wont show a single sign of sympathy. coz i'm too numb to feel any pain for you my dear cca mate. what you did, including breathing, is numbing the people around you, to not feel for you anymore, would not stick out to you anymore. i wont shed a single tear for you. im too numbed to do that freak. just be open to the fact that that you know people hate you and you know the reason why. please. im immune to all the actings. every momment now, is sort of antibiotic to ya...
if you were the
presidenti quit
cca
mischellaneous
archives
Aftermath
Finally did up another blogskin after (really) almost 4 years.
And this skin alone takes me months since I began working on it.
Conceptualize/ get inspiration to format to consolidate to simplify to coding to trial and error to specific styles...
It's such a long process that it even makes me wonder am I getting too old for doing all these things?
Looking back, I used to make skins like one per day in secondary one to per week or month in secondary two/ three.
Then, somehow, all my design interest or passion goes into fan-art or icons/ banners based.
I guess I have this inherent mentality that any layout based design will drain me out, and it still does.
Then again, it may not be that I'm getting too old for this, but instead
I've raised my expectations? Too perfectionist in other words.
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Anyhow, I'm very satisfied I guess!
The only pure long holidays I would have and I did not let it to go to waste!
With the years to come, I really don't think I would have the time and peaceful mind to revisit and revamp the whole layout design once more.
So, something to take with me to university and eventually work life next time :)
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有时候回忆很可怕，它让你看到你的曾经所以对未来有梦
只愿在慌乱之中，留下这一片虚拟的记忆和画面的潇洒
这一路的赞赏和欣慰，永远不会忘
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