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Wednesday, August 08, 2007, 7:27 am
hellos all my beloved readers of this blog:D
i think i'm going to quit blogging. but its not those kind when i would totally delete my blog and this blog will be gone whatever. This is because its too much posts for me to delete, memories, very difficult to obtain all those feelings again. so yep. i'm going to stop blogging.
another reason is for me to concentrate on EOYs. and tests blah blah. i hope these move would benefit me. yeah. coz studies really come first and i wasted enough time on blogging and stuff. so i'm quitting.
but hey! i say i quit blogging as in those like updating often type; i will still post but at a like damn slow mode or something; eitehr im damn high over smth or smth smth. i'm talking no sense but whatever:D
This blog will still be up(:
but i will convert it into a form more like a site or things. yep. so i will still let the tagboard stay, and the links, because i need some links too other people's blog too XP hahas for my convenience lah. PEOPLE STILL TAG OKAY:D i will try reply your tags at your blogs like i always did(: dont neglect me too! ahahas. i will still check. and people also pls dont remove me from all your links. one is dont want trouble you all and another is i don't mind people coming and tag me :D
but i will not stop making skinnns(: i shall upgrade myself from blogger to blogskinner(:
yep i receive requests for skins; but i don't prefer given themes.
and i'm contributing to blogskins.com
i think thats its pretty long for a goodbye post le.
so yah... BYIE!
BYE BYE BYE BYE BYE:D
-;owner
P.s. please still rmb to tag okay.
P.ss. please miss me :D because i will miss all of you
BYE BYE; for real this time-
天下无不散之宴席；再见(:
all the memories here; and i'm gone will all the burden; my shoulders are lighter and i'm happy!PEOPLE MUST REMEMBER TO STAY HAPPY :DTuesday, August 07, 2007, 2:05 am
home econs is alright afterall.
enough of the cursing non examinable subjects stuff.
i'm damn careless of chem, and i just want to scrape a 32 or higher.
i saw shao tan at interchange.
she makes me
happy.
有时候不是说不痛就是不痛。
每个微笑的后面；藏着许多感触。好与坏、那还重要吗？
为什么你还是不明白？sometimes the leadership may overcome you.
and point you at the wrong way.
neither right nor left.
its difficult to choose the right path.
i'm wondering on mine.
but some people just overshoot the limit;
and they hurt themselves.
its not about whether you are cool or not;
but about the feelings from the heart.
人生就是要目睹许多残酷的局面。
为什么好胜心能够像恶魔一样、控制一个人？
我真的不明白。
搞得两败俱伤，就是目的吗？when the whole things control over you;
you not only hurt yourselves;
but the people around you-
the effects. you would never dreamt of it.
又是另一个悲剧；yeah. i have enough of you. stop all the craps you have given everybody. you know how much we hate your attitude! i dont give a damn to whatever jie jie you have like what shit. yeah go on and think you could whatever get near seniors and craps lah. like whatever. so what your jie jie rawks so much yea? c'mon see if i care. yeah. you should seriously just sit in a corner and cry your hearts out and hey. i wont show a single sign of sympathy. coz i'm too numb to feel any pain for you my dear cca mate. what you did, including breathing, is numbing the people around you, to not feel for you anymore, would not stick out to you anymore. i wont shed a single tear for you. im too numbed to do that freak. just be open to the fact that that you know people hate you and you know the reason why. please. im immune to all the actings. every momment now, is sort of antibiotic to ya...
if you were the
presidenti quit
ccaMonday, August 06, 2007, 6:50 am
pisssed. D:walao lah. damn shitty okay. what crap is that there is hoemwork for homee cons. SEWING? like what shit pls lah. like we are all so pro can sew a bag successfully rite. damn you lah D: not like i dont want do right?! is i cannot even have chance! you said theory tomrroow okay! you lied.
LIAR.
LIAR.
shit shit shit shit shit shit shit.
you lied okay. how i trust you in future.
ohh man.
im so dead tomorrow.
stupid.
stupid.
ICT also.
stupid nanyang is stressing us with all those non examinable subjects okay. like i ecven give a damn. go on and fail me. i shall not care anymore. damn home econs. that one pathetic cooking lessons makes me fall in love and now im no where near LOVE. for shit sake.
i want to move.
i want to leave.
freedom.
like pls dont lie.
i hate liars. 你说你懂、其实你不懂。
骗子。
我再也不相信你了。
Sunday, August 05, 2007, 12:12 am
i went to read reviews on harry potter.
and indeed tears dropped.
the feeling is not that great when i finished the last book.
but
now.
a book which bring us through lots, creating hopes.
its the last.
i cried.
not because its the last and the end.
but of the impact.
i know what zi wei feel now.
but
its true.
all those fantasies all these years;
all the guessings of plots;
all the talks;
it ended when JK rowling ended her last word.
这就是告别的滋味。
人生就是这样，尝尽了所有的滋味。
tears dry; but the fantasy never dies.
i hope soFriday, August 03, 2007, 11:23 pm
da jia hao:D
i'm still
sunburnt.people i meet tell me:"how come you turn so
black!" my answer is: THAT TOUCH RUGBY LUH D:
maybe i shall answer its
magic=.=
hahas i messed with photoshop these dayys again(: addicted le!! D: D: D:
i want do another skin eh, but hmm, no inspiration and i think i don't have much time le. i want photoshop CS3. i shall ask joanne:D :D :D I LOVE NYGZ BLOGSKIN TOO:D :D :D
sabbatts. okay i guess. last day is always the best day(: and we actually won maths and music with our song BBQ! oh yay!! hahas a lovely song:D and we tuned guzheng to Eflat. ohh mann. damn interesting and challenging and i while tuning back sheena and i broke one string. then i dont dare go change coz ruth and cherie say what records then cannot find so i just inform yuhui coz the guzheng is hers(: yay im RESPONSIBLE! and rugby was nice:D hahas. but the morning session people are damn urgh. =.= as if being ignorant of the rules are so pro and exclaim to everyone and complain when we score. like wth=.= shuddup your mouth, like the person who helps the team is not
you. 没有资格说话！
we lost matches; but won friendships! thats what sabbats is all about(:
guzhengg. nothing much, except that i think im so gonna screw yu er gao D: and i realise HMP people are so pro! their piano is siao wan lah! today see them play then i SO SO SO SO impressssed((: hahas like how marilyn, xin tong, joanne and jingying is fascinated by guzheng:D they dont dare to play the highest 1 coz they scared break o.O lols siao de lah. and i MUST MUST REMEMBER TO HAND IN THE KAO JI FORM. i forgot about it for weeks=.= hahas and ban jiao prac is okay(: only i dont know some siao things happen. umm. hahas (: jiayou on mondayy rehersal bah:D just hope not to fall off stage=/
im not taking chem test on mondayyyy(: coz rehersal! so its tuesdayy i think:D
shall go mug later(: i'm hardworking de:D
pls lah shuddup and dont act that you know so much coz you dont and just freakingly stay at where you are and dont complain and dont act. you keep saying people hate you and you know it so just go and find the reason why! seriously think before you do anything. like what crapps you gave us. and i tell you. if you are the president, i quit cca. seriously.一个人不需要很大的勇气去做事；
但却需要很大的勇气去承认。
Wednesday, August 01, 2007, 4:39 am
i'm damn
SUNBURNT.roar!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
just only three dayys! and today there's barely any sun, and i think that im alr chaotah! even with the sunblock lotion! and now i got tanlines all over me!!! BOO D:
i think xin tong took a photo of my tan line:D wahaha. mine damn obvious lah! then jesslene is all damn red hahas(: but somehow i think touch rugby is a nice sport, better then squash=.= hahas. they descirbe until very scary. rugby is quite fun coz of the cheem rules which makes the whole game CHEEM! oh im talking no sense! :D
ALL THE WANTS.
ALL THE NEEDS.
ALL I DON'T WANT TO NEED AT ALL.
when darkness turns to light; it ends tonightoh i love the song!!! :D :D :D :D :D
it ends tonight-all american rejects(:
my cough better abit le(: coz of the mysterious medicine mommey gave me((: it works okay! i drank like half the bottle le. hahas. shall continue drink until i say bye bye to cough(: and i love the song we are singing for the teacher's day audition. whatever if it is too childish or whatever craps, i just love it.
maybe i love it for its childishnessnow. excerpt!:
A!you're adorable; B!you're so beautiful
C!you're a cutie full of charm!
how i love this songg((: yays. tmr is the audition day.
JIAYOU 103i think we are damn famous with our creativity. first nanzhongquan with stomping to the song "catch your wave" then next this. ohh mann((:
spent like most of ytd doing NYGZ blogskin. editing picture and stuff. and its donnneee.((:
yay. and everybody loves it:D which is gooood(:
everybody happy! i am happy tooo:D
hahas actl i also always go NYGZ blog now to admire the skin=.= i abit siao.
BUT ITS NICE;D ego ego ego!!!
hahas cca tmr somemore and im sunburnt. damnit.
ONWARD NANYANG GUZHENG!i think yuhui is the highest among all. as in HIGH de HIGH
oh i talking no sense again:D
so at the end of this post you only need to at least bring back one info with you
this is what sabbats cher always sayyI AM DAMN SUPER DUPER SUN BURNTthanks for reading so far:D
when darkness turns to light;
it ends tonight[:
