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Sunday, July 01, 2007, 8:32 pm
i felt screwed.yes.screwed.RAHHHHHH HHH HHHHH!!!!为什么！不再有开心的笑脸了。
为什么！什么都在我身上。
为什么！这个星期将这么难过。
为什么！为什么！
也许我找不到大案，但还是不会放弃，因为我只道我可以的，只是我能撑得了吗？我受不了了。这么多的东西，这么少的时间。为什么事情就不能简单一点？we agree not because we dont care but because teh idea is alr so good le. i admit i wont be able to think of such good ideas myself too. so i admit all the ideas are fab. we are not shrinking from responsibilities. shit damn. 我要相信我可以。是的。我可以。
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Aftermath
Finally did up another blogskin after (really) almost 4 years.
And this skin alone takes me months since I began working on it.
Conceptualize/ get inspiration to format to consolidate to simplify to coding to trial and error to specific styles...
It's such a long process that it even makes me wonder am I getting too old for doing all these things?
Looking back, I used to make skins like one per day in secondary one to per week or month in secondary two/ three.
Then, somehow, all my design interest or passion goes into fan-art or icons/ banners based.
I guess I have this inherent mentality that any layout based design will drain me out, and it still does.
Then again, it may not be that I'm getting too old for this, but instead
I've raised my expectations? Too perfectionist in other words.
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Anyhow, I'm very satisfied I guess!
The only pure long holidays I would have and I did not let it to go to waste!
With the years to come, I really don't think I would have the time and peaceful mind to revisit and revamp the whole layout design once more.
So, something to take with me to university and eventually work life next time :)
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有时候回忆很可怕，它让你看到你的曾经所以对未来有梦
只愿在慌乱之中，留下这一片虚拟的记忆和画面的潇洒
这一路的赞赏和欣慰，永远不会忘
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