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Thursday, July 12, 2007, 6:54 am
如果冷该怎么度过？sometimes people say so convincingly to you about something, but did you believe it at once? yeah and nope.
today was a crappy dayy? cca till 6. so errm yup. same old same. only i caught the earlier 174 bus home and yay. i reach home earlier and slacked. okay so i shall say i did smth today coz i completed my second draft of LA FPS. i pratically failed my first one. boo): and 1/4 highest is 45? *cough!* its like wth. and their class average is 40 can. walao lah. im not even near 35 pls=.= i just wanna scraps a 68% or smth. at least can pull up my whole year grade or im so gonna fail. boo): language arts agony. i dont like FPS. end-
hahas. maybe having mr makintosh as teacher was a kinda good thing? yeah. shall 珍惜him. like. only when he is speaking, sheena and xin tong very ): coz he spits? okay enough. hahas(: why am i feeling that im evil. and i finally completed my ict ytd! hahas i shall credit people.
The following people had provided me with pics at my wits end although i didnt use all but xie xie for all you efforts. thanks:D
victoria.jingying.tongzhen.
XIEXIE:D
so tmr ict i shall slack. blehs:P while peopel chionging i shall liek act sian. hahas:D im bad. booohooo): i shall do tutorials! wahaha. i think they are sort of like fun or something im weird. HARRY POTTER MOVIE OUT LE. i want watch. who want watch with me? zzz=.= so diao eh this qn. but nvm(:
不知道不明了不想要为什么我的心
明明是想靠近却孤单到黎明
不知道不明了不想要为什么我的心
那爱情的绮丽总是在孤单里再把我的最好的爱给你
sometimes we do things which are so not some sort of normal stuff. and sometimes you just dont know yourself. i dont know why. ive listen to this song for like my life, ever since this song was out, ive been listening to it. but never really understand it. oh wells. experience huh.
也许还是自己没勇气承认，自己败给了自己。
若没经过这风风雨雨，又怎能看到那彩虹。
其实，这些都是值得的。一次次的失败，证明了自己的决心。
有时不知道自己在想什么，但也不想知道。
我没有哭也没有笑因为这是梦明白为什么自己喜欢音乐，只有在乐曲和歌词中，才能找到自己，与自信。
答应我。
要快乐(:
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Aftermath
Finally did up another blogskin after (really) almost 4 years.
And this skin alone takes me months since I began working on it.
Conceptualize/ get inspiration to format to consolidate to simplify to coding to trial and error to specific styles...
It's such a long process that it even makes me wonder am I getting too old for doing all these things?
Looking back, I used to make skins like one per day in secondary one to per week or month in secondary two/ three.
Then, somehow, all my design interest or passion goes into fan-art or icons/ banners based.
I guess I have this inherent mentality that any layout based design will drain me out, and it still does.
Then again, it may not be that I'm getting too old for this, but instead
I've raised my expectations? Too perfectionist in other words.
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Anyhow, I'm very satisfied I guess!
The only pure long holidays I would have and I did not let it to go to waste!
With the years to come, I really don't think I would have the time and peaceful mind to revisit and revamp the whole layout design once more.
So, something to take with me to university and eventually work life next time :)
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有时候回忆很可怕，它让你看到你的曾经所以对未来有梦
只愿在慌乱之中，留下这一片虚拟的记忆和画面的潇洒
这一路的赞赏和欣慰，永远不会忘
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