the happiness insideTHINGS TO FINISH BY WEEK THREE1. chinese SIA on sabbaticals2. geog analysis question two3. CME malay booklet
4. LA 3/4 done
5. 5art sketches6. Chinese FPS probs and solutions ready
7. Xi You Ji pg 165
8. Revise maths
somehow, everything just don't seem right at this momment. i feel
screwed like what xin tong and aishyn have always told me on msn. i told them to just give a smile and think positively, but what for when i just
couldnt do it myself. i know that dosent makes me a failure, but it just hunts a person done, and just spoil the whole mood and atmosphere.
yes. if you think ONE SMS COULD HURT. i tell you.
one momment of breathing can too.
try it. you just don't know how i feel=/
maybe i shall really just give a smile and forget everything that is bad that is so currently happening to me. er, is it just alright? maybe we can have a better outlook, maybe things will change? maybe things will get better! how i hope so. sometimes, i donno why the sun set when it will rise tomorrow, i donno why the time has to pass so fast, so fast that there's no break time, liek those
recess we have in school? somehow, even school seems even more got pity to us. well, but some other time, i know why the sun set coz, maybe the next day, we wont be able to catch teh sun rise anymore. i know why we have no break time, coz its just thru this PTs, all these years of hardship, we could reallly and more know how to cherish eveyrthing within the sight and knowledge. instead of explaining to you the whole lot of thing, i choose to keep silent, can say i act
brave or whateevr. probbaly im just escaping from the stupid just all-so-stupid truth. the truth kills like what the hell=/ maybe w should just
understand?oh yeahs. if you want that thing to direct to
me, don direct to others to make them feel screwed too. coz
one is enough. or you are making two people feel scrwed? but all thanks, the other one has recovered, and what is left is
this. how all this works, let me have some break to figure out? maybe things may just be better like this, maybe after one sleep, i realise all this is a dream. how i
wish. you know, sometimes,
truth kills a hell lot. i can't explain hatred. define it yourself.
enough of my
craps anw, going shao tan's hse tml(: yay. she treating me lunch coz i help her with lastm homework and another DU HOU GAN. yes. i love shao tan too(: HEHEXD anw, jiayou people in whatever you do. HOMEWORK. sianz rite. Xi You Ji is still as boring, but in another perspective, it cld be "nice". i manage to read to like 140++ smth de. yay(: but its still
boring. i shall stop. and go and do my homework. then later 8pm and 9pm show! TV MARATHON(:
