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Wednesday, May 23, 2007, 1:17 am
SORRYi shall apologise coz i saw hong woon and yuchen at bus interchange and bus and i didn't wave a hi. very lame rite. i so hate
DAO-ING people. so i shall
apologise. coz was not in that stable mood to say hi. yes.
don't ask why. I'm sorry. feel like a
useless shifu. nvm. im really really really
sorry.paiseh. whatever. sorry hor. i seriously feel like a jerk here. i know xin tong will pray for me(:i was so super bored during last few min of sab. coz it was time for recess!! but today we more time in class lah! then i wa feeling so sianz* cz i completed my compo and others haven't? then i was like super sian. so i just scribbled something:
if life is like dream,
i would never wake up.
if friends are kites,
i would never let it go.
if the world is going to end tomorrow,
i will never regret.
i had the love,
the care,
the share,
the joy,
the sadness,
the anger,
the patience,
everything.
i would never regret.
but.
i just want to say,
GOODBYE.
jesslene say she like it alot(: yay-ness.
but all was ruined after that. zzz.
everthing will be alright. RIGHT RIGHT. tell me yes. i don't want keep this feeling on. stop okay. with just a few words? TELL ME. TELL ME!!!! aiyohs. its that easy. but means alot? yes. rmb to tell me.i shall go
rvhs open house. interested people contact me. we shall go together okay.whatever your age lah. although i know not much people as lame as me. whatever(:
mischellaneous
archives
Aftermath
Finally did up another blogskin after (really) almost 4 years.
And this skin alone takes me months since I began working on it.
Conceptualize/ get inspiration to format to consolidate to simplify to coding to trial and error to specific styles...
It's such a long process that it even makes me wonder am I getting too old for doing all these things?
Looking back, I used to make skins like one per day in secondary one to per week or month in secondary two/ three.
Then, somehow, all my design interest or passion goes into fan-art or icons/ banners based.
I guess I have this inherent mentality that any layout based design will drain me out, and it still does.
Then again, it may not be that I'm getting too old for this, but instead
I've raised my expectations? Too perfectionist in other words.
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Anyhow, I'm very satisfied I guess!
The only pure long holidays I would have and I did not let it to go to waste!
With the years to come, I really don't think I would have the time and peaceful mind to revisit and revamp the whole layout design once more.
So, something to take with me to university and eventually work life next time :)
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有时候回忆很可怕，它让你看到你的曾经所以对未来有梦
只愿在慌乱之中，留下这一片虚拟的记忆和画面的潇洒
这一路的赞赏和欣慰，永远不会忘
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