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Monday, May 21, 2007, 5:59 am
who is willing to jump the building?oh. im going to jump. due to the fact that this holiday got donno how many major proj. and assignments. and if i
continue to screw any of them. im
dead. i could might as well, jump off the building. take a gun and shoot myself. seriously, whats even the point. i will screwed it up anw. somehow, i could screwed
everything. dont wanna admit but its
true. gosh lah. i can't stand this stress. chinese FPS is seriously getting my nerves. its so
cheem. omg lor. and LA. this one is
killer. i don't have a single idea what to do. sianz* i don't seriously, have a
single idea. freaking. this is all so >< sianz*
to screw?
or not?i
screw.
and oh yahs. i knew it.
she's so isn't going to listen to
menot like im all so influencial. zzz.
whatever, its her life right? i shall stop being all so nosey! yes. i shall stop. whatever you may bring yourself upon to. coz i know. its more harm than good. whatever if you don't listen. ZZZ.
and to
EVA KONG YUET MAN.
you better invite me to your blog. or for god knows what will happen.
today is a bad day. bus late?!
cant stand it.
hope tml won't. or else. im
deadfreaking./
mischellaneous
archives
Aftermath
Finally did up another blogskin after (really) almost 4 years.
And this skin alone takes me months since I began working on it.
Conceptualize/ get inspiration to format to consolidate to simplify to coding to trial and error to specific styles...
It's such a long process that it even makes me wonder am I getting too old for doing all these things?
Looking back, I used to make skins like one per day in secondary one to per week or month in secondary two/ three.
Then, somehow, all my design interest or passion goes into fan-art or icons/ banners based.
I guess I have this inherent mentality that any layout based design will drain me out, and it still does.
Then again, it may not be that I'm getting too old for this, but instead
I've raised my expectations? Too perfectionist in other words.
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Anyhow, I'm very satisfied I guess!
The only pure long holidays I would have and I did not let it to go to waste!
With the years to come, I really don't think I would have the time and peaceful mind to revisit and revamp the whole layout design once more.
So, something to take with me to university and eventually work life next time :)
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有时候回忆很可怕，它让你看到你的曾经所以对未来有梦
只愿在慌乱之中，留下这一片虚拟的记忆和画面的潇洒
这一路的赞赏和欣慰，永远不会忘
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