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Sunday, April 22, 2007, 5:03 am
below some very harzrdous post. cant take risk? don read.oh yeah. i've thought it all so though.what the heck is the freaking problem with you.you just cant be a normal typical friend for even one min?im so nt gonna let my heart fool me agn.im so nt gonna let my heart betray me agn.im so nt gonna let my heart interfere agn.im so nt gonna let my heart control me agn.im so nt gonna let my heart saddened me agn.i wont use my hearti shal use my brainsim so gonna let my brain see things for me now.im so gonna let my brain control me now.im so gonna let my brain sort out everyth for me now.cz i believe it cani reflected on myself.i questioned myself.i asked myself.i doubetd myself.and i knowi donno y i forgive u.i donno y i gave in to u.i donno y my heart melted to u.i donno y im fooled by u.i donno y i believe u.i donno y im so stupidthis wont happen agn.there's no more friendship persent up to this stage.u can act all u want.u can fool ppl all u want.u can block us all u want.u can backstab us all u want.u can betray us all u want.but.you can nvr fool yourselfyou complained us to senior rachel.oh you never know how we knowyou blocked us on msn.typicalyou complained to others.as expectedyou act ke lian.we knowyou changed ur blog.and purposely don wan us to know.scared huh?chickenin out?turtle-in out?scared we spam.scared ppl know ur true colours?so.i tell ya smth.pepople will know.we found ur blog.u act like u freaking care.so?y change in the first place n nt let us noe?oic. BULLSHyT lah.i saw through you.i will not regret this.oh thanks.i hate you
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Aftermath
Finally did up another blogskin after (really) almost 4 years.
And this skin alone takes me months since I began working on it.
Conceptualize/ get inspiration to format to consolidate to simplify to coding to trial and error to specific styles...
It's such a long process that it even makes me wonder am I getting too old for doing all these things?
Looking back, I used to make skins like one per day in secondary one to per week or month in secondary two/ three.
Then, somehow, all my design interest or passion goes into fan-art or icons/ banners based.
I guess I have this inherent mentality that any layout based design will drain me out, and it still does.
Then again, it may not be that I'm getting too old for this, but instead
I've raised my expectations? Too perfectionist in other words.
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Anyhow, I'm very satisfied I guess!
The only pure long holidays I would have and I did not let it to go to waste!
With the years to come, I really don't think I would have the time and peaceful mind to revisit and revamp the whole layout design once more.
So, something to take with me to university and eventually work life next time :)
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有时候回忆很可怕，它让你看到你的曾经所以对未来有梦
只愿在慌乱之中，留下这一片虚拟的记忆和画面的潇洒
这一路的赞赏和欣慰，永远不会忘
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