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Sunday, April 29, 2007, 1:11 am
i'm with youall so random today. i feel and have the time to come and post because i
just feel like it.
coz its today>>
29th Apr 2007i know
somethings.
i come to know that.
facts are
cruel.
im
turning away from it all this while.
so i decide to
face it.
and when i do,
magic began.
miracle began.
so ytd wei yang come up to me say
MAYBE YOU HAVE MISTREATED PEOPLE. MAYBE SOME CERTAIN PEOPLEi was
wondering this sentence for
ONE WHOLE NIGHT.
yess. i've
mistreated people.
who
don't?and i won't give a
shitthat he believe that i mistreated
a certain person.
people.
if u think i've mistreated
tat personi wont
interfereyou can think im in the
wrongyou
can...
you can come up to me and like what
wei yang didtell me i
mistreat people
don't
worryi won't give u a
punch in your face
no
pointif you believed
thatcontinue your belief bah
i believe in
truthyou have
your beliefs
i have
mineso if u tink i
mistreat tat person
don't expect me to
changeso all right.
i know.
ytd i
cried againfor that
small thing
and its
heartening to know
there's still
peoplewho:
care
support
love
you.
yes.
nvm
thatif u still think i
mistreat tat person
u can
skip the following part
i
donno what will happen next
is the whole world gonna go
against me?
will my pri sch feelings
destroyed by her?
will? or
will notwhat if her
influencial is that big?
will i
pull it through?
will i
cry?
all the qn is answered by:
YOU STILL HAVE ME.
i wanna say thanks to:
zi qian-for always supporting me(= say nice things xD be nice to eevryone. and give ppl
strengthjia hwee-the things u did, make me
laugh, being with you is to make me feel
happierjing ying-aww. the person who listen to my craps and say comforting things to me and make me
smilezi wei-listen to my grumblings and say how she felt and she can seriously make me feel that she's
aroundrachel snr-listen to my daily grumblings and she will tell u things which make so much sense and feel
betterTHANK YOUs.
you make me
stand again
you make me
smile again
you make me
happy again
and of coz, its
todaythat i feel that i can control
angeri can stop getting
emostop being
sadi learn to
smile again
i learn to be
happy again
i learn to be
optmisstic again
you tell me to don't give a
damnyou tell me to don't get upset over some
shityou tell me to
cheer upcz even if the whole world went
against me.
"IM WITH YOU"
mischellaneous
archives
Aftermath
Finally did up another blogskin after (really) almost 4 years.
And this skin alone takes me months since I began working on it.
Conceptualize/ get inspiration to format to consolidate to simplify to coding to trial and error to specific styles...
It's such a long process that it even makes me wonder am I getting too old for doing all these things?
Looking back, I used to make skins like one per day in secondary one to per week or month in secondary two/ three.
Then, somehow, all my design interest or passion goes into fan-art or icons/ banners based.
I guess I have this inherent mentality that any layout based design will drain me out, and it still does.
Then again, it may not be that I'm getting too old for this, but instead
I've raised my expectations? Too perfectionist in other words.
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Anyhow, I'm very satisfied I guess!
The only pure long holidays I would have and I did not let it to go to waste!
With the years to come, I really don't think I would have the time and peaceful mind to revisit and revamp the whole layout design once more.
So, something to take with me to university and eventually work life next time :)
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有时候回忆很可怕，它让你看到你的曾经所以对未来有梦
只愿在慌乱之中，留下这一片虚拟的记忆和画面的潇洒
这一路的赞赏和欣慰，永远不会忘
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