theATFIRSTs.theNOWs.u know. alot people wanted me to blog. so i came. xD. happy! this week makes me realise alot of things. really all the reflections. makes alot sense to me. all prt of growing eh?
At first. i
don really like nygh. [coz i don feel like i belong.]
Now. i like it.
after all the times i spent in nygh, friends, angel, seniors. yeah. camps(((= it all sum ups to one thing. i love my sch. i finally feel a sense of belonging. a sense of presence of me, myself n i in the sch. i <3 it.
At first. i don really like nygh uniform [hong zi]
Now. hey. its nt that bad afterall.
you know. after being in tit everyday for 3 months. this is it. its okkay. 'xi guan' ok le. its alritee. everyth will gt in2 place. n it seems to be nice afterall. xD
At first. i demand for
things.Now. i learn how to
treasureits the times like after some things, u will know how to treasure. i always wanted things like MYUK hp pouch, OP harversack. hey. i gt like similar things le. just gotta be satisfied with what i had. and the
things we needa treausre is
friends, family. they are very impt. if u have them. w/out the othr things. u will still be
happy. n isnt everyone is on the
pursuit to happyness?At first. i think that i wont
cryNow. yeah i cried.
so ppl have emotions. so a way ti let them out is to cry. isnt the impt thing is that we know how to laugh after it? we smiled n laughed b4. we cried b4. isnt this life. ppl alwayys said look on bright side of life. but sometime i just dont c any light. n tears just dropped by itself. and this is when
family, friends came in n give me their support. hey. i all appreciate it. i cry now. but i smiles too=] its nvr the end of the world. but after the tears, we can sue tissue to wipe it.
At first. i doubt on going to nygz[guzheng]
Now. no regrets.
regretsrmb that time. i still gt some doubt ovr my choice. but hey. i didnt regret it. it seems like part of my life now. its after the concert that i realise this. life is just full of choices. n we shldnt keepin on
regretting it. cz the
pain will then
never ends. like that, there'd be lesser
emo posts. and i can stop getting
emo. i saw all the seniors' efforts. what they have given out. we can
never measure success. use
heart to
appreciate.
At first. i though i will able to adapt to sec sch life very easily.
Now. nah. i was
wrongits diff. the transition. having 2 times the no. of subjects. hw deadlines. projects sias. all these r prt of my life. its nt goin to be smooth/easy. it tests my life. i know. i
will get over.the projects, SIAs, hw, still come to me. the sun still come out. n the rain still come down. what change is my
attitude. a
new start. i wont
regret this anymore. JUST SMILE<3
taking my first step to being alwayys happy.
