journal
Saturday, March 31, 2007, 8:48 am
theATFIRSTs.theNOWs.u know. alot people wanted me to blog. so i came. xD. happy! this week makes me realise alot of things. really all the reflections. makes alot sense to me. all prt of growing eh?
At first. i
don really like nygh. [coz i don feel like i belong.]
Now. i like it.
after all the times i spent in nygh, friends, angel, seniors. yeah. camps(((= it all sum ups to one thing. i love my sch. i finally feel a sense of belonging. a sense of presence of me, myself n i in the sch. i <3 it.
At first. i don really like nygh uniform [hong zi]
Now. hey. its nt that bad afterall.
you know. after being in tit everyday for 3 months. this is it. its okkay. 'xi guan' ok le. its alritee. everyth will gt in2 place. n it seems to be nice afterall. xD
At first. i demand for
things.Now. i learn how to
treasureits the times like after some things, u will know how to treasure. i always wanted things like MYUK hp pouch, OP harversack. hey. i gt like similar things le. just gotta be satisfied with what i had. and the
things we needa treausre is
friends, family. they are very impt. if u have them. w/out the othr things. u will still be
happy. n isnt everyone is on the
pursuit to happyness?At first. i think that i wont
cryNow. yeah i cried.
so ppl have emotions. so a way ti let them out is to cry. isnt the impt thing is that we know how to laugh after it? we smiled n laughed b4. we cried b4. isnt this life. ppl alwayys said look on bright side of life. but sometime i just dont c any light. n tears just dropped by itself. and this is when
family, friends came in n give me their support. hey. i all appreciate it. i cry now. but i smiles too=] its nvr the end of the world. but after the tears, we can sue tissue to wipe it.
At first. i doubt on going to nygz[guzheng]
Now. no regrets.
regretsrmb that time. i still gt some doubt ovr my choice. but hey. i didnt regret it. it seems like part of my life now. its after the concert that i realise this. life is just full of choices. n we shldnt keepin on
regretting it. cz the
pain will then
never ends. like that, there'd be lesser
emo posts. and i can stop getting
emo. i saw all the seniors' efforts. what they have given out. we can
never measure success. use
heart to
appreciate.
At first. i though i will able to adapt to sec sch life very easily.
Now. nah. i was
wrongits diff. the transition. having 2 times the no. of subjects. hw deadlines. projects sias. all these r prt of my life. its nt goin to be smooth/easy. it tests my life. i know. i
will get over.the projects, SIAs, hw, still come to me. the sun still come out. n the rain still come down. what change is my
attitude. a
new start. i wont
regret this anymore. JUST SMILE<3
taking my first step to being alwayys happy.
Tuesday, March 27, 2007, 2:57 am
what i see in the mirror.is what i am.lalala~ i cannt go rachel senior's blog. which i damn sadd. cz i wanna tag there. and i hve been trying DAY n NIGHT. but to no avail. okkay. i admit. too 'kua zhang le'. okkay. but then i did try very hard de xP
2dayy gt our exams scheldue. which is damn scary. alot tests round the corner liao. week, 3/4/5/6. all except math n LA b4 30th apr = soon. den after sports day lucky gt MAY DAY HOL, so at least can lac n study n revise n mug like siao. and the thing is i still haven gt history n geog things in my head. its like. geog. i don even know wat teh cher tokin abt? history i haven even revise since civilissations tat indus valley chapter. c how dead i am? i know im really dead this time. n i stil alive tokin here rite now. budden im really dead. now everyth gttin my nerves can. BRP - very sianz. n somemore i lost the article. jing ying 4gt borrow me. how? tml hand in lehh. >< ICT - draw using photoshop. wau lao. the cher tink i still gt time sittin in frnt of com go copy him, one stroke one stroke edit mah! i wanna shout!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Friday, March 23, 2007, 5:55 am
you see. i predicted this.hehexP. finally got time out to post. its been a long time huh. one week or so? xD. its so predicted. thats y march hol keep posting. okkay. ive been plannin to finish my hw 2dayy. n i didnt do it. nvm. there's still tml. tml really strt chiong-in. den sundayy settle all those project de things. erm. hw oni maths NS asisgnment[left 4 qn], physics w/s [alot qn], chi 'yi jian xiao shi' SIA[jiayouu bahh]. JIAYOUU=))))
okkay. quite nth to post abt. only tat i feel this wk pas by so QUICKLY. heeheexD. and the whole week, the momment i touched my bed, i SLEPT. n the next dayy, i will be dreading to wake up. this is so bad. i know. then first 4 dayys gt hui min's father fetch, TY!~ xP. so is still sleepy. then 2dayy take bus. omg. mornin i take bus my eyes nt even open yet lahh. then on 174 i m like, sudden slp, sudden awake. so tired larhx xP.
the whole of this week is like. okkay. physics is nt that bad afterall. i know i will take back what ive said soon enough. but the pratical is nice. then art is passed le. budden so sad. mon art AGN.
dreadin it. anti-ing art now lorr. den this wk no music. hiash. nvm. n oh yah. PE. PTs.
hate it. so damn tirin. elbow 'tuo pi'. smth abt GC. general conditioning. haiyos. so tired. slpzzzzZZZ
push ups is the last thing i wanna do. xP den tml nygh gz concert. yay. JIAYOU!. the seniors prac until VERY hard. so will gt rewarded de! jiayouu tml lorr. hope we will do well lorr. still need go take black tee frm jh tml. hahas. okkay. hope the size fits me. PRAY. FIT FIT FIT. or else i die.
okkay. im so tired now. took donno how long for me to finish this post. actually i aso donno how long. okkay. crapps=)))) okkay. byie bah xP
have a nice dayy ahead xD
Saturday, March 17, 2007, 2:07 am
5dayys.// Mr Bean start his holidayyxPjust backk from library. seems so guai ritee? i know i guai de! xP. track back. cz i realise i didnt post any CONTENT de posts these dayys. im sounding weird i know. maybe after breathing too much of the air in library. xD. XexcuseX
you know im goin or TASKED to help melody deisgn a blogskin. n i have no idea whr to start with. im nt tat pro. yet she want me to help her do. if she not satisfies i will be VERYsad. okk. hui emo de lorr. i realise MAC is fuller den KFC. but anw, both RAWKS. school's gonna start. and i still need to complete the art annotation. that one can ltr a few days then do. coz art nt's on MONDAY. which is *heng*. budden compo must finish. and LA script veh NERVOUS. scarin myself. xD
photos time!
cz b4 march hol, there's this day where a person is near nygh busstop n givin out BIBLES. so den eva gt this turtle toy frm 'her angel'. so we all put the bible on the turtle's head. and guess wad it become?.............*drumrolllll*......ta-da! HOLY TURTLE. ><
this shirt is nice ritee? found in roy's house. at first there's ROY written on the tag. then we thought roy wore a gal's shirt. in the end, we den noe, its TEE DESIGN. okk. but melody looks nicexP
all pics r linked. zq, jh n i r in teh library, then we saw these children. so each of us take a person n name there our own names. so then gt this little girl n a litle boy, the girl is ZI QIAN, den the boy jh n i say is HONG WOON. den we watch what they do. LOL. funny jiu shi le. den 'jh' n 'i' go pester our mom for food. aww ><><
Wallet!
pencil case xP
bag {this looks like pencil case. its nt enlarge kk? its really de bag!}
so when they combine tgt... it becomes... MYUK family! xP
then 2dayy @ library. jh said smth very obvius, so zq reply: HA NAH! [meanin=ya lah!] den guess wat's jh's reply? "Hannah Montanna". seriously. n we burst out laughin. librarian come scold us. okk. end this post with this joke. nvm if u don understand. xP [inside joke!]
Friday, March 16, 2007, 7:03 am
This is just a fab 1st anniversary. HAPPYbday=]OMG. aww. so many people wished my blog a happy bday. im touched alritee. so thanks too the people who tag. omg. im so touched can. AND really HAPPYbday to this blog. countdown-ing to this day u know. on msn. blog posts. ALL. omg. a big dayy huh. and this big day. i had bmt for 5hours. with seniorsxP nice dayy=]
you know. i really should keep this post short and sweet. 4gt about my hw and wants. i just LOVE my blog. all the memories r here. i read through my old posts. some sounded STUPID can. but who cares? this's my blog. and i justLOVE it. kkz. one last cheer.
WILL ALWAYS RMB THIS BLOG. WHERE I HAVE SPENT ONE YEAR. YAY. HOPE NEXT YR ANNIVERSARY GONNA BE EVEN BETTER. MORE PPL TAG MAYBE? YAY. I justLOVE myBLOG.
Thursday, March 15, 2007, 5:16 am
homework frantic.2 git memory card despo.hehe. nvr get to watch teh pursuit to happyness movie. okk. nvm de lah. aim for the Mr Bean holiday that one. sure gonna be VERY funny. so i must save $$ now. coz i realise im like...broke? really, barely one cent left lahh >< hehe, just rmb jia hwee stil owe me $15 and zq owe me $3 and tml gt bmt so ppl need pay me up. nt that bad afterall. but now i LOOKSbroke.
2dayy went library. with zq n jh. we r supposed to CHIONG n PIA hw. but eneded up we barley get anyth done. pathetic lahh. im so freaked out lahh. n spend so much $$ on ice choco. gt phobia liao. will nt drink that much ANYmore. hehe. ppl learn frm experiences huh.
i just realised i barely get any hw done sia. still pilin up. i should seriously strt chiong-in. sch gonna start le. reopen. wau lao. i hate art can. do teh wad drawin. i cant draw. atALL. can any ppl noe how despo i am? and i just used my phone 1 git mem card finish. by dumpin in 195 songs and 30 pics. im broke in $$ n in phone mem. great huh? >< so sad lahh. and im pretty mad abt mayday's songs now. aww. donno y too. i know y. cz they sang the songs all so nice de lorr. cannt deny lorr. every song is like fantastic lahh! their lyrics r written into a very NICE n Meaningful. inspires life? lol. it reminds me i gt a compo to chiong. can i just give everyth up? nah. impossible. kust have to continue my life. jiayouu bahh.
LA script is freakin me out. tml is blog anniversary. ltr im really goin to chiong homewrk! cannt de2 guo4 qie3 guo4 le! aww. okk. tml 5 hours bmt. yay. finallly smth nice. hehe=] okk. lets all jiayou in pia-in hw.
cheers
cheers
cheers
Tuesday, March 13, 2007, 2:39 am
The Pursue to happyness gonna rawks!you know. nobody tagged my blog. but that doesn't deprive me from blogging. coz i know in next week, im nt gonna be active le. so must seize opportunity. and its like, hmm, anniversary is arriving! heehee. 3 more dayys. which is NOT very far away. =] i realise i wasted mondayy and not getting anyth done. aww! thats so sad i know. so i think tuesdayy must start my work. if not term starts die liao. ><once, im so freaked out. cz i realise my USB cable went missin. but the next moment, i FOUNDit. okkay. really very crappy. but yay! its in the drawer all along![= yay.yay.yay.yay.yay.yay.yayfor once im OPTMISTIC[watever the spelling] about school. i mean the class. next term alot CIP and YOUTHday. okkay. so heyy. a term only 10 weeks. and there's the 4-week damn long june hol. well. 10 weeks not that difficult to get past huh. i know... there's surely gonna be high and low. but well. must be happy right? and im gonna make up the NEW TERM resolution. yay. and im gonna cut short the things i want. cz i tink im happy with what i have. never take things for granted yeah. cz things don stayy the same alwayys. if i can own that thing or have EXPERIENCE with it, i should cherish the times huh. okkay, suddenly i turned so cheem.so sch gonna strt soon. which means, SIA, HOMEWORK, TESTS. break down! hehe. and first week jiu shi de erm, guzheng concert. well, JIAYOUguzheng. hope a nice performance! heyy. i can do chi SIA on that. then next term there's gonna be sabaticals week. when we can choose. although i know im nt gonna gt what i WANTED at first. cz i alwayys lag backk @ these things. snatchin a com? oh yeah. nvm lahh. i guess every activity gonna be nice. well, eevn though its bad. well, just survive! one of the term resolution. NVR GT EMO AGN. but im sure i'll gt emo watchin the pursue of happyness. thursdayy! woahh....=]sometimes i wish to go backk pri sch. [i still have this urge de!] although nanyang really LOOKS and SEEMS like a nice place to me now. really. even how much i don like it @ first. it now is like... well, nice? yeah. hehe[= emo de, aso one dayy past, happy de, aso one dayy past. it sounds so nice huh? well, but it really DOSENTnormally happen in real life. although well, there's examples. and i miss LAI LAO SHI! u know, now its like doin a zuo wen, i need to go flip the note book for those cheem cheem words. in teh past is just ta da, flow to me. what happen huh? without lai lao shi. but promise lai lao shi tat will jiayou for chinese. so i really shld. cannt let lai lao shi down!kkz. jiu end bah!cz really nth 2 blog abt le.i don feel like a failure todayy.i love myself.i like the way i am in.despite things which r nt goin tat smoothly @ this moment. i trust...believe....that everything will b better.i pray for a BETTERday.
Monday, March 12, 2007, 4:16 am
you know... 5hours of bmt is not enough=Xmornin went gz prac. quite tirin but i survived! yay. 3 cheers. den went to bmt. heehee=] [AGN] ok. sry. talking craps. so play n play n play lorr. which equals to i wasted the WHOLEday. n just now went josephine's blog. i saw ALL the homewrk we have. aw. okayy. i aso wanna do the cancellin! hehe. but i'll let josephine take the credits. i go ask her first i guess. copyrights mean alot!
yay. ask her on msn. she saiid.... CANN! josephine is such a nice persnxD. and i tink i bettr gt strted with my homewrk. tml nth on. [except bmt {agn}] so i shld use time to do some of the hw. cannt slack n procasinate. im like, slackin for 3 dayys le? erm, oh yeah. i shld stop huh. yes! n i would wanna come blog EVERYday. its fun huh. ehh, maybe nt. the stupid thing is i cant gt the radioblog up. but nvm. keep on trying huh? JIAYOUkeyu. YOUcanDOit.
oni a few more dayys n im gttin backk to my old life. just like...??? yeah, cinderella story ends. guess shld be it. i should do a new-term-resolution. yay. im goin to do it. n i miss the COLDchoco @ jurong east library. that is VERY nice okkay. haha, i like cold when jh's mad abt hot. hehe.
kk. jiayou through the march hol. gt gz stage plan in2 heart + hw done + REVISE + catchup
jiayou Keyu.
u can do it de
add oil! [nt physically]
{4dayys to anniversary}
Friday, March 09, 2007, 2:41 am
one-oh-three love one-oh-two.weRAWK.yay. finally back frm camp le. tired tired. lets post! camp is funn=]DAY 0 (leadership workshop plus activities)this one broken up frm 103, so join register 26 to 35 of 102 ppl. THEY R VEH ENTHU PPL! n this totally inspires shiyan to be enthu too! she is there screamin: 103 shld be liddat, blah blah. n erm oh yeah, we didnt win. nvm de lahh. zhong yao de shi we r happy! yay. nicee dayy spent.DAY 1 (ACTIVITIES @ PASIR RIS PARK)this is nice. so we are thinkin of cheers. then we have this bob the builder! n the DA LUO BO XIAO LUO BO! lols. its veh nice! cz i tink abt 3/4 of it. hehe, take credits. so we went to construct a structure n to make an advertisement. so we go n direct the ad. veh nice lahh! although in the end we didnt win! (agn) nvm de lahh! its nt the end of the world ritee! life moves on! most impt thing is 103 is like bonded! in our cheers!!!den we wen to the games n activities with alot stations those types. then OMG, we WON FIRST! yay.yay.yay.yay. this is veh nice=] OMG. we r so sad when we didnt gt 2nd or third. den its like when the persn announce first she's like lookin @ anothr direction, den suddenly 1....0......3!!! woohoo! practice for talenttime, n thats abt it le. slept!DAY @ ( SEAL SPORT @ MT FABER)103 gt separated agn... but well, we still enjoyy lahh. we nvr give up eventhough its like, away frm time eh. and we nvr JAY WALK! woohooo! train for 2.4km liao lorr. run for so long. the traffic light is like thousand miles away lahh! heehee=] den night time! TALENTTIME! oh woah, we did shakin to the music (stomp)
our steps involved:
NAN ZHONG QUAN
CHINESE DANCEACT COOL MOVES@ first we went up, ppl r like starin with veh sianz faces, den we moved to the second move, ppl cheered! awww.... they really recognise nan zhong quan! omg. the song we shook to is catch ur wave by click 5. its so nice can!we heard: 103 jiayou! omg. thats so encouragin. we r like smilin all the wayy. and we realise its 102 who shouted it. sweet ehh? so went they went up to perform, we shouted: 102 jiayou 103 ai ni men!we r neighbours arent we? win tgt, lose tgt, team mates rite rite rite? hee. 102 did a fab job larhh! WooOOooOhOOooOo and oh yahh 101's drama skit is ncie=] they combinded all the fairytale characters which really seems so cute n funny=] hehe, laughed all the wayy! den there's the superb final dance by 107. omg. tat class veh scary larhh. everybodyy so flexible de. veh scray jiu shi le. veh those professional those kind. omg. thats superb i tell ya. in the end 103 didnt win, but heyy! we enjoyed it! thats the main point isnt it. thats wat this camp's objectives is all abt, arent it?yay. we understoood.den we have this sing along session! omg, this is damn fun! at the begginin, den lian ai i-n-g! then bonus... WE'RE ALL IN THIS TGT! omg, we r so high. we hugged tgt. jing ying ran everywhr to kiss ppl larhh! lol. n hugg everyboddy! jing ying is a gd hugger! (is there such wrd?) k, nvm. we have tonnes of fun. n we r SO BONDED LAHH CAN. we rawks lahh!
den 102 came to our class n shouted they love us! we went to shouted too! n we went to their class n eat n watch hana kimi. but i watch finish le. so no interest. den go backk class. den in the end fell aslp veh quickly. c'mon. its so tirin larhh!
DAY 3 ( TELEMATCH)hehe. wake up late le! no lorrr. actualli is wake up @ 5.30. no one is up >< heehee="]">
yay. i love nygh. i love 103. i love 102.
103 love 102.
n 102 prmose they love us too.
we love each othr.
and thats what this camp is abt afterall?
heyy yeah.
weRAWK.
Friday, March 02, 2007, 5:00 pm
Woots. lifeskillscampisreallycomin'.oh well. see the heading. lifeskillscamp gonna really coming le. 3 dayys more. i just gotta survive mon's lesson. and thats it. camp time. y do i like camps? cz camp=night talks, fun, frenz/class bonding/
NO SCH. Then i was looking through the things we need to bring, and i found these things which i donno why we should being:
- 2 pairs of
DARK-COLOURED bermudas
hiaz, y dark coloured, n i oni recently den noe wats bermudas de lorr- 2 pairs of
DARK-COLOURED trackpants
fine, everth dark coloured de. y 2? cz i oni have one><- sweater top
heyy, s'pore a tropical country- water bottle
(at least 1.5L)omg, this is call water bottle?xintong's exclaimin everydayy tat she gonna bring a luggage. oh wow. you qian ren jiu shi you qian ren mah. LUGGAGE? lol. i doubt i have a luggage @ home. maybe yeah. but i doubt i will be able to caryy it >< nice="]">class meet up lahh! i don care. gting so
emo agn.
tml gt bmt! woots. oni thing to look 4wrd to. 4 hours? heyy. watcha u tink. ply until
shuang very shuang de lorr. bmt is nice larh! KFC rawks too. i bet the gekpoh kfc the staff aso noe me liao ><. gonna go shop for laptop ltr. but i nt sure whether i will make up my mind. heeheee=] okkay, byie for now. will try to post more often i guess. [13dayystoanniversary]
