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Sunday, February 18, 2007, 6:17 pm
Do I look like i care? yay, so u happy now? causing so many of us to be damn crapping pissed off. ifthis is what u wanna, u gt it, happy eh? nt in a sarcastic wayy, u now im nt, cz u really did meant that right at the bottom of ur heart, oh maybe, its nt BOTTOM tat nt-so-serious, i mean FLOATING in ur heart. u r making everyone unhappy do you know that, yea, u have no right to do what you are doing now, but u cant control the way mm the things the ppl feel towrds you, u have absolutely no right to it, i tell u, weall don care. yea, u with ur crap of nt worryin, do we look like we care. wth. wake up. i rarely gt all this pissed off i tell u, except for tat time i gt all this freaked out tatt i nvr go dunman. yay, continue what u doing now. do i looks like i care? c;mon larh, open ur eyes to this world, yea, act cool is all what u noe, brag is aso ur job isnt it? do u noe that we r all so damn sick of ur braggings and we wanna escape frm u, eh? u no need me to keep on pressing on this issue rite? but 2dayy im just gt all this pissed off k? i cant control so i come here n blog. oh yea, u r hurt, so wad? hurt by us? oh yea, don u noe that when u hurting there, we have more sufferings here. don act as if u dont care, cz neither do we. we don give a damn 2 anyth u do kkz? so if its tat we don have any relationship with you then we can , well, leave all tehse sufferings, we wld have been free and nt angry n now i will not be so freaked out to post here. hey! WAKE UP KKZ? the wrld doesnt revolves arnd u? who cares abt u? do u evr tink tat we care? i tell u, we all don give a damn, watevr heck u r tokin abt, we don give a damn. wad craps ya. we really don care. if u really think thatthis will attract our atention. oh yea. u gotcha it. but do you know how wth we survive under ur pressure. u donno. and u wont ever noe. this post is gttin all so emo. but i don care. cz im god damn pissed off. how many times have i said this wrd: pissed off? i don care, cz im really PISSED OFF. halo? who wld survive under u. well, i shldnt care. n i wont care anymore. u totally spoil our mood in this JOYOUS season. halo? we don care. and we nvr had. i gt all-so-emo. wah lao. u tink u very gd isist, mind u lahh, watevr, u don seems so in our eyes. wth. i don bother anymore. really. for real this time. we need a rest c'mon. ><. really. *speechless*ps, sry if i use alot 'wth' or watevr wrds tat well, similiar to 'wth'apologiesim just too pissed off and freaked out
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Aftermath
Finally did up another blogskin after (really) almost 4 years.
And this skin alone takes me months since I began working on it.
Conceptualize/ get inspiration to format to consolidate to simplify to coding to trial and error to specific styles...
It's such a long process that it even makes me wonder am I getting too old for doing all these things?
Looking back, I used to make skins like one per day in secondary one to per week or month in secondary two/ three.
Then, somehow, all my design interest or passion goes into fan-art or icons/ banners based.
I guess I have this inherent mentality that any layout based design will drain me out, and it still does.
Then again, it may not be that I'm getting too old for this, but instead
I've raised my expectations? Too perfectionist in other words.
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Anyhow, I'm very satisfied I guess!
The only pure long holidays I would have and I did not let it to go to waste!
With the years to come, I really don't think I would have the time and peaceful mind to revisit and revamp the whole layout design once more.
So, something to take with me to university and eventually work life next time :)
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有时候回忆很可怕，它让你看到你的曾经所以对未来有梦
只愿在慌乱之中，留下这一片虚拟的记忆和画面的潇洒
这一路的赞赏和欣慰，永远不会忘
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