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Monday, February 26, 2007, 1:43 am
lifeskillscamp.hereicome.oh, gd. the posting system has finally make it possible for me to post without the html thing. i'm going to blog in proper english (see if i can help it), that's because i realise my english totally sucks! and sometimes when i write i'm also desperate to write in shortforms. erm, wait. i can't do it. i guess i'll use shortforms. in the RIGHT place.
heyy! omg, the previous prargraph is so crappy. cz i stick to how i m posting now=] im so damn lookin forward to life skills camp. although there's this storytelling script waiting for me to be done. oh well, come blog first i guess. life skills camp! im so excited! of our talenttime! woots!~ we are really gonna rock the house 1/3! amd jesslene is so nice today to give me 3
box packets of m&ms choc. damn nice, thank you!=] she's is as sweet as her angel worx. somemore the design/logo she come up for our class tee is damn nice=] 1/3 PASSION. she DREW it. and it turns out to be
VERY NICE ehh, is DAMN NICE=] she draw until really very nice lorr. if that logo/design gonna be on out class tee, i tell you, im sure we will be given the best designed class tee award. okkay, thanks you thank you! im dreamin. but i love it.
class talenttime! oh, it rawks man. shakin here shaking there. so fin the practice! totally love it! sommore our song is CLICK 5's!!! too bad it's neither gd day nor time machine. anw, it's still very nice=]
LIFESKILLSCAMP.LIFESKILLESCAMP.LIFESKILLSCAMP.
oh wow. how will u feel when the light at the ceiling just drop to the floor n barely miss you. oh well, that's smth new isnt it. but i gt it here n now. ><
Saturday, February 24, 2007, 7:38 am
wad crap. now every post must like be in html form. which totally looks so weird to me. and i like just cant gt use to the change. im sure this is cz my com porb. im sure. cz i doubt if othr ppl experience this prob. i really don tink so. cz my com is alwayys siao de. so im well, for once, forgive it. ><
anw, now im typing aso very fast. cz its like, wanna post this b4 midnight! okkay, i lame. summore is i quite slpy liaos. but actualli i aso nth 2 post abt! sheesh. actualli gt lahh... that i flunked my geog. but luckilly i passed it <<<. n i changed the blogskin. of well, im all-so-satisfied. well, although not really like. OH WOW! but it's like, well, better den nth rite. sommore gt my copyrights de! COPYRIGHETD! lol actualli nvm if copy. cz actualli, i have nth 2 copy wadd. u tell me wad?? okkay, these dayys im really acting very lame. pls pardon me if i sayy some
lame erm, actualli is wuliao de hua.
die liao. i gt addicted to KFC popcorn chicken! so nice=] 2dayy bmt zq n i eat until i bankcrupt! n im so nice to donate $5 for nan hua de facilties upgrade. oh issit, well, smth $$ fund by nan hua whr is jh shows me wan. yay, @ least i've done smth gd ehh. den so gd, i finish draftin my storytellin SIA, so tml can just copy n add n minus some things, den ta da. weekend hw done. den can watch tv. cz i realise after sec sch, i abandon my SCV totally. okkay. now i so miss disney channel!!! but 2dayy my sis veh lame lorr. she go make the machine spoil. den i was there like, OMG, sat no disney channel. den i act so childish and go scream @ her like she's siao dat y she spoilt it. it's her fault rite? lucky gt my dad - persn who cant live without taiwan news. that's y the technican is comin up here tml to help us fix it. or else i die. so now i decide to cut down com time for SCV and guzheng. toking abt guzheng, i just plucked a string broken sia. coz that string is alr very old alr, then sommore i alwayys play on that string. so it spoilt is like very reasonable. so anw, i change it liao. so is okkay now. guzheng is like... well, pracs r okkay, quite slack though.
yay. im so happy. comin sat going 2 wad victoria or dunman (i nt sure) 4 chinese concert performance. omg. im so damn happy. cz can see chinese ochestra. sorta my cca. den can sommore c dunman ppl! summore can add into chinese SIA! den comin up 24/03`07 gonna be nygh concert. i can put in chinese SIA agn. omg! first, i need to go print out the forms. lol. i so lazy de. so nvm go copy. sianz* must remind myself to go copy soon. or else sure die. if i 4gt, den all my eforts wasted. yay, this is gd news. gd news. gd news. gd news.
yay! i gt even more gd news! woots, next weekend i will enjoy until siao lorr. bmt + concert = fun. watcha u tink? this is gonna be far frm cool! its damn cool lorr! oh wow. just hope no homewrk. so can enjoyy more. or i fridayy must quickly do finish for sat n sun. den can enjoy woots. 4hours of bmt agn, watcha u tink? woots! so happy!!=] u can see me smiling whereever i go now. cz im just happy.
okkay, nearly 12 liao. dad screamin.
kk, quickly post
b4 12
or exactly!
llz, takkaire.!
Friday, February 23, 2007, 1:50 am
The way the children run...im getting so emo out of a sudden. i seriously donno y. n i don wish to know y. so its like 2dayy on bus frm nygh backk to jp, i slp, slp ,slp. which i alwayys do. SLPING IS NICE OKKAY? den i was like alwayys automatically when wanna reach will wake up de. i aso donno y. so i woke up @ this busstop near JJC, den i saw this 3 small little children (ave age arnd 4 to 5) running with each other and chasing each other. @ first is like, i was-all-so-showing-no-interest. den it was when the bus stop den i saw the way the children ran, no worries, hopes n smiles on their face, no probs, no stress. its like, we r all once that age. tat innocence, tat no worries leading life. but looking at my life now. oh no. its like... aww. this is the sec life which i have been lookin to when in pri sch, yet im strting to hate it now. oh yeah, who ask me make my decisions.
the children r just, reminded me of all da times i had such gd times hangin arnd with frenz wateva, n it reminded me of all the regrets, wrong choices.
if time could go back, i wont be this. erm, this is seriously like the chi proverb: YI SHI ZU CHENG QIAN GU HEN, ZAI HUI TOU YI BAI NIAN SHEN. woah, oh crap.><
so ytd @ msn damn funny. aman gt this 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 question. at first she say the qn is how can 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 gt 8 by addin 4 operations n if neccessary brackets between the no. so i gave her the answer. which is (1+2+3+4) x 5 - (6 x 7) = 8. oh yeah, im quite okkay in2 gttin the answer. den suddenly. after i gave the answer. guess wad aman told me. she asked the wrong qn. the qn shld b 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 n adding the operations for the answer to be 0. so this is damn difficult, n i take arnd, 15min liddat to figure out. so the answer is: 1-2-3+4+5+(-6-7+8) = 0. den its like, aman n pearl is there cheerin, when aman suddenly sayy: erm, the qn is actualli askin is 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 n the final answer shld be 1. heyys. den its like. we r all diao. solve so long. ><
now my com is hangin. so i guess i have to go. sometimes PC is worse then my laptop. ><
okkay, chill...
im so relax...
i miss my angel...
n i 4gt 2 pass my letter to her 2dayy...
oh well...
i tink i rewrite...
with my present along n pass it 2 her next time.
bought some ppl's bdayy present liao. =]
gd gd gd...
i go liaos...
takkaire ppl!
Sunday, February 18, 2007, 6:17 pm
Do I look like i care? yay, so u happy now? causing so many of us to be damn crapping pissed off. ifthis is what u wanna, u gt it, happy eh? nt in a sarcastic wayy, u now im nt, cz u really did meant that right at the bottom of ur heart, oh maybe, its nt BOTTOM tat nt-so-serious, i mean FLOATING in ur heart. u r making everyone unhappy do you know that, yea, u have no right to do what you are doing now, but u cant control the way mm the things the ppl feel towrds you, u have absolutely no right to it, i tell u, weall don care. yea, u with ur crap of nt worryin, do we look like we care. wth. wake up. i rarely gt all this pissed off i tell u, except for tat time i gt all this freaked out tatt i nvr go dunman. yay, continue what u doing now. do i looks like i care? c;mon larh, open ur eyes to this world, yea, act cool is all what u noe, brag is aso ur job isnt it? do u noe that we r all so damn sick of ur braggings and we wanna escape frm u, eh? u no need me to keep on pressing on this issue rite? but 2dayy im just gt all this pissed off k? i cant control so i come here n blog. oh yea, u r hurt, so wad? hurt by us? oh yea, don u noe that when u hurting there, we have more sufferings here. don act as if u dont care, cz neither do we. we don give a damn 2 anyth u do kkz? so if its tat we don have any relationship with you then we can , well, leave all tehse sufferings, we wld have been free and nt angry n now i will not be so freaked out to post here. hey! WAKE UP KKZ? the wrld doesnt revolves arnd u? who cares abt u? do u evr tink tat we care? i tell u, we all don give a damn, watevr heck u r tokin abt, we don give a damn. wad craps ya. we really don care. if u really think thatthis will attract our atention. oh yea. u gotcha it. but do you know how wth we survive under ur pressure. u donno. and u wont ever noe. this post is gttin all so emo. but i don care. cz im god damn pissed off. how many times have i said this wrd: pissed off? i don care, cz im really PISSED OFF. halo? who wld survive under u. well, i shldnt care. n i wont care anymore. u totally spoil our mood in this JOYOUS season. halo? we don care. and we nvr had. i gt all-so-emo. wah lao. u tink u very gd isist, mind u lahh, watevr, u don seems so in our eyes. wth. i don bother anymore. really. for real this time. we need a rest c'mon. ><. really. *speechless*ps, sry if i use alot 'wth' or watevr wrds tat well, similiar to 'wth'apologiesim just too pissed off and freaked out
, 3:55 am
happy valetine via total defence via cny!haha... im so okkay feeling now. im typing quite fast or else ltr my com hang agn den cannot post liao. so typn typin shld be wat i shld do now.
haven wish ppl a veh gd valetines dayy yet! i bought a small little pig keychain for my angel, while she buys a box of biscuits for mie, nice lehh=] haha, and lotsa choco from everybody, and we have thie cny celebration, the hui chun is like, DUHH, omg, its like, they only pick the best of the best, buts itslike, i don tink the 1st want deserve the 1st, coz its like the second position is better lehh. okkay, i don put here wat it's about...=] *mysterious* as i say, im typing very fast.
so i bough one present for wei ren tudi and senior rachel. hope u two like my present horrs, or else i will be very heartbroken. and the song: tian shi (angel) by wu yue tian (mayday) is damn nice okkay... i am there listenin 2 jesslene's blog then i go download the song, now i gt addicted to it lorr, cannt stop listening. just so nice. haha, the melody likes fit itself with the words, PERFCT, and EGGCELLENT! must thank you jesslene eh? haha, THANKS JESSLENE!~
then its like we doesnt have our election alrite. but who care, just enjoy ourselves lahh. so we 6e go meetup on fri and ply bmt frm abt 2.45 tp 6.45. 4h, oni in between gt some water breaks. then its like, smacking all the way, so my body ache like siao. i realise eng ting and samuel damn pro in bmt de lorr. its: ren bu ke mao xiang sia. really, samuel is really pro, can stroke so long with me, sommore its smack, den arm veh pain, den 'ling yu' backk, cz nvr bring umbrella. hahas, veh suay i know. den when plying doesnt feel the ache in my body and all the pain, budden when i walk back, all the pain strt to come at once. so i pratically staggered home.>< den i like take 15min to walk back (which is damn long mind u, norm i oni take abt 7min). so i lost every ounce of energy tat i have to give up buying dinner 4 myself, cz parents nt home. summore tat day lunch i nvr eat. so its like, well, chat on msn till arnd, 12??? den go slp, *sweet dreams* den we tok alot of craps, but enjoy myself.
then next dayy is cny eve, veh bored @ home lorr, tats y afternoon i go watch movie with zq, dan, ming hong and his bro. we watch teh 'JUST FOLLOW THE LAW', damn funny i tell u. worth it. so throughout th movie we r there laughing until jaws pain until siao, den i was like laughin until stomach pain. den cny eve, my whole body ache more den evr, so i was there pratically cannt walk, so i tak damn long to walk out of cinema. haha, cannt blame me mahh=] damn funny. but ming hong his bro n dan kep on snatchin zq and my popcorn. then the popcorn is finish in donno, veh short time it is. but its damn enjoyable and damn fun lorr! haha, i use alot 'damn', ltr aman lecture me abt being like wei yang agn...HOOHOOHOO
den cny eve fast aslp at arnd 12.30am. cz really very tired, den 2dayy, go 'bai nian' lorr. nt much input and out put... haha, $$ maters! but parents promise to give me $50... hahas, anw, i don even noe wat 2 use with the $$, but im going to buy anothr converse bag soon. LOLLOL. i love converse bags. cz i realise i still have $10 voucher. den need buy socks plus bag! woots! i love converse totally. den i need to buy OP flip flops budden jp OP like don sell liao. anyone now whr any OP stores sell it? i wanna go buy liao... den aso OP file, tat one i tink JP still have, haha. need buy alot things horr. den trackpants. nygh lifeskills camp need. they need 2~ i oni have one... sianz* must spend alot $$ agn! but i will love the converse bag! anw, i alr say i love converse! hahas, CONVERSE RAWKS!~
oh yah, i realise march is coming, which means my new laptop is coming too. LOL, happy *smiles* but this year heard tat will be very suay, so must eevryth be careful... so i must be careful lorr. okkay, i go liao. im realy typing super fast, i mean in my own tinkin lahh, cz in the past i tink alot b4 i type, now is i just balh everyth i wanna say out. so mind my DAMN lot spelling errors. don blame me horrs. really veh sianz* okkay, anw, ciao ppL!
jiayou and best wishes in everyth u all guys do in this festive season! hope ya guys gt rich eh...
Saturday, February 10, 2007, 10:12 pm
stupid lahh. do parents understand how we ur children tink. i know we acting some sort of rebellious. but heyy, i tot u all went through the same cycle, n y don u understand n come here to spoil my life. im already all-so-fed-up tat 6e blog cant wrk out properly. i spent hours ytd to do it. i wld cry at the breakdown kz? yet u came in n say: wat does msn n bloggin brings to u? omg, u r controlling me like those days in psle eh. i need freedom kz? tats y i hate sundays. cz u all r at home. im nt saying i hate my parents, but u c, y cant u all understand hw i tink. i don care. 6e blog cant wrk out n im really going 2 cry. sianz. im already sick of sec sch yet u r here blabbering on abt my freedom in things. to go out is easy, but i always gt a scolding when im back. for wad? yea, i nvr take gd care of sis. yea, i need to tks my sis for all the scoldings eh. i shld have gone out nw. stayin @ home with my dad n listenin 2 him complain? i cant stand it okay. i donno y i gt all this emo n sad after comin 2 nygh. u have manipulated my life once okay? i m forced. i oni see regrets now. u noe hw i feel when i see all those other sch ppl tgt? u wont know, cz u nvr went through the pain im sufferin right nw. yea, so wad if nygh is top schs. i don care u c. yet when i gt 269, u just barge in2 my life, and force me 2 change my decision. y cant i just be a happy dunmanian till 2day? i shldnt have gave up the chance. now i don even noe and 4gt when i gave up the chance. how wld i be so stupid, nygh looks gd on the outside, but once u gt in2 it, u will tink twice. i cannt withstand so much. finally knows wats sec sch rebellious stage eh? y do children become liddat? cz of PARENTS. y did youngsters go out n fight n gt caught? is tat smth abt his relationship with family. parents 2 be specific. do nt blame tat we r rebellious kkz? parentsmust aso tink thu rite? as if itz all our fault. n everyth tats wrong is MY fault. n blame me 4 nt doing chores @ such big age liaos. heyys, washin my own uniforms and socks, and takin care of myself n nt spendin a single cent more frm u for tution, nt chores isit? im gttin sick of facing all of u day by day. i donno wat 2 say n wat 2 do. i don care anymore. im allready tired. who wanna contiue the race of life for mie? i lost all my confidence all the sudden. whr is keyu? i donno. sch n family... i donno now. lets just me all the best.okay feelin better now. JIAYOU KEYU
Friday, February 09, 2007, 1:57 am
whats the min age 4 using a hp? n do tests mean anything to me? wake up, ke yucurrently listening to:material girl by hilary and hailie duffunwritten by natasha (tha pantene song)i totally
love 'unwritten'. itz so damn god nice, esp the chorous:
feel the rain on ur skin
noone else can feel it for you
only u can let it in
no one else
no one else
can speak the word on ur lips
blahh blah...
damn nice lahh! i love pantene song...lol=]
ytd i saw this little girl @ busstop. she's abt i guess 6 to 7, wearin damn mature clothes, or u can say, *ahem* revealin clothes. and in her hand, is... guess wat. a nokia 6280 phone. oh mi gosh lorr. i was there like, so startled. i oni gt my phone in arnd late p4 or p5. sianz* wats the min age 2 gt a hp? i donno. the girl act so lady-like, donno hw's she gonna fare when she grow up. nt my business anw, i too kpo liaos.><
MUSIC N BMT makes my dayy. despite the amt of reports i need to come up by mon or some time next wk. i must pass next wk happily lahh. since next wk abt chinese nw yr liaos. must b a guai girl. i will be very guai one. anw, i really very guai wad. lol, nt doin hw is guai. nt my fault rite, is i donno wth the hw is abt. nvm, enough crap abt this. music makes my day. i love music. i love my angel. i love so many things. i love my tudi. i love my frenz. i love my family. but
i don quite love my school i love dhs. i love guzheng (cant believe i said this). i love all the fab songs. which totally lights my day. MATERIAL GIRl... nice worx=] eng songs r nice 2 eh. must noe hw 2 appreciate. everybody is livin in a material world, n im the material girl lalalala lalalala~it has just been ytd which seems tat when im mad abt goong. tat time is arnd the psle period. so memorable the days ahh. n i wanna go back 2 pri sch. we r just gttin more united n bonded when its all separated.
WE'RE ALL IN THIS TGT, AND IT SHOWS WHEN WE STAND HAND IN HAND, MAKE OUR DREAMS COME TRUEE~ everything seems able to be represnted by songs eh. its just so nice=] songs r words make into music. wanna redo 6E blog. add in tehse fantastic songs!
*sianz* i feel like choosin a damn plain skin for my blog. those really really plain ones. like no pic wan. whole thing white. or black. i really just want smth PLAIN. plain is all what i want eh. but cannt find. nvm, jiayou!~ cannt fang qi. must have.... spirit marrhs. okay lahh, JIAYOU!~
if my angel ever c this:
THANK U FOR ALL UR LETTERS!~ LOVe YA!~ willl buy amth for u soon. wait patiently. sry ur mortal cheapskate one. lol lol lol. jiayou for both of us in tests bahh. JIAYOU!~ n my sci nvr minus the one mrk, which makes it 40/50. yea... hope u r veh happy of my mrk ehh.
okayy. byie liaos. go do 6E blogg...[=
Wednesday, February 07, 2007, 3:40 am
anyone knows what ppl do when bored? they blog....okayys. i no need you to tell me my title is so lame. cz i tink so myself. im tryin 2 tink of a title, den suddenly this sentence strikes me *zap zap* so i post it here. i repeat: i know it's lame.
anw, i really is bored so i come 2 post. 6e the election is so funn!~!~ oh mi godd, i donno so many ppl wanna b chairmans b4. lolz... anw:
VOTE MIE TO BE ACTIVITY REP! MUST VOTE FOR ME. UR VOTE COUNTS. VOTE FOR MIE. VOTE FOR MIE. YAY!!! PROMISE EH? VOTE FOR ME!!!!
omg, i sounds so despo. ehh, wait. I M DESPO. vote for mie, i don care, vote for mie. >< lalala~
anw, these few dayys n last wk gt common tests. but i just don feel tat im studying lehh. u noe lastm in pri sch when itz test itz like give up com n tv time to sit there n mug n mug n mug. yet sec sch is so much different ehh... i can still online nw 2 blog. lol. n can still feel bored. im mad. i tink u will agree with me. IM SURE U WILL AGREE. u agree, dont u? lolz,
so our class gt talenttime, n we tok abt all those craps we have made out for jan. like the hwa chong thingy (inside joke). lolz... n kanjong, oh mi godd, itz so funny. i will laugh @ the memories. include it in performance, it will b damn cool larhh. budden may nt everyone gt our joke. but we enjoy it dont we? lol, 103`07 all the wayy. i love ya guys all. LOVE YA, 103~
3 cheers for 103,
*clap clap* *clap clap clap clap*
oh mi god, i really love ya guys. I LOVE U. im in love... lol. craps. anw,
103`07 4evr
6E`06 4evr
HCL4`06 4evr
n me myself n i 4evr,
LOL!
Friday, February 02, 2007, 3:22 pm
wherehave my 'promise' went? all the no use feeling regretful. are all of them craps? i feel that. i suddenly feel so fragile, nobody to lean on. who would agree with me? have i made the right choice? or have MY PARENTS make the right choice? i'm still feeling regretful, and i must admit myself. whenever i saw a dunmanian now, i would feel all the emotions coming back-admirie, dream, regrets. i know this should be impossible since i went to a school with academically and cca-lly better then dunman. but i object dont i? if i choose a school by all these criteria, i would have been in RGS now. it's not that i cannt get in, it's like easy peasey to go RGS, but i object this school far since before i take psle. dosent that ring a bell to my parents? i'm not saying nygh n rgs not good, but i just dont have the feeling towards to it. the momment i stepped into dunman, i could feel the warmth, even though it might not be that big as nygh then. but i could feel the warmth. don't people oftenly say school is one's second home? but does nygh feel like home to me. sorry, i just can't feel it. in dunman? yea, i could feel myself being happy, only i know my feelings right? people tell me not to regret, there's so many people fighting to get into nygh, yet i'm now wanting to give up this place, but i just can't help it, dont i? im feleing really down these days, i really cant stand the pain. please, someone please save me from all these pains through the regrets. i enjoyed being with my friend in nygh, but when i walk around nygh, itz natural that i feel im in a part of the competition, PRESSURE n STRESS. and i didn't really do very well for my assignments this week, which makes me feel even more bad, i dont know what to say and feel anymore. i just wish not to see any people from dunman again, but amanda's my friend. how can i escape it? if time would go back, i would make another choice. i would not let people manipulate my life, instead control my own. there's no turning back now. no turning back. nobody can save me out of this expect myself. but here i am, pleading someone would rescue me. i'm feeling so retarded and lost now. i could gove up everything ti study in dunman. i mean it. i could sacrifice my TV, or if needed, computer or laptop. i just want to breakaway don't i? can you feel my pain, no you cant. imagine, i'm once a dunmanian for about 3 to 4 months, yet i let my parents halp me appeal to nygh, am i out of my mind? i shouldnt have let that momment just slipped off. if i press on with my decision, maybe today i would not be posting this, instead be going to post about something i enjoy maybe. or things with amanda. i want this kind of life. not the life i'm leading now. i'm sad alright? i could cry now, okay? believe me won't you. i would not cry over little things, but this is not 'little' this is BIG. if ever time would go back, i will make my life different. IF ONLY TIME CAN GO BACKK, 2:56 am
do u even care? so wat if u r loved, u r hated 2heyys. c'mon. itz already ur fault 2 break ehr heart. u just wanna gt near her fren. how much hurt is tat. do u noe? do u care? do u ever bother 2 look @ her a 2nd time, c her difference. n all the hurt u gave her. it doesnt end with a just a 'sorry'. u may nvr noe wat u have caused. so ok, b daring 2 love, yet u r nw, dere being a tortoise. so wat u have a girl likin u, enjoy the feeling while u can, cz u wont gt it anymore. just shut up kkz? u nt saying anyth is tkful enuf. we didnt expect more frm u, so don expect lotsa frm us, since u don even care, dont wry, we wont give a damn.okayy, so i decided 2 start blogging about the hapy thing ehh, leave the 'bad things' 2 the backk.
hey yeas!~ wed is zi wei's bday, n we all enjoyed ourselves. donno in wat wayy, we r just, all damn high n happy!~
so we distract zi wei to go popular, while we did this during lunch break:
say 'wow'. i'll be glad 2 hear tat word. our effort!~
we came back frm lunch break n zi wei saw all our efforts. lol, she seems like gonna shocked liddat'
so zi wei took out the windbreaker we (the whole class) bought 4 her, she seems touchedd**
Random pics:
josephine(she tinks she looks retarded, but shee looks like pop star rite? jing ying agree with me), jing ying(:
frnt row (left 2 right): rachel, jingying
2nd row: joanne, zi wei
3rd row: marilyn, jo
lets strt story:
in the nobody classrm of 1/3,
there's someone call jingying,
who likes 2 ply peek-ka-boo!
where shee looks so cutee:
-end-
lol, im da creater if the story, lalala~
btw, i wanna end teh post with this pic:
c'mon ppl. u can laugh all u wan.
u shld have known this. alritee. i don wanna talk abt it anymore. u know it urself. since u don care, don expect us 2 be it.jiayou senior to gttin in2 HCJC, jiayoous!~
