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Tuesday, November 07, 2006, 1:20 am
happie 90th post 2 me! this is the 90th post, cool arh???
didnt go sch 2dae, coz need 2 update passport, if nt cannt go hols this dec
the queue long until siao! waiit 4 more than 3h..
then recently i lost my wallet, here's wat i lost:
1. ez-link card ($1.55 in it)
2. Guzheng Nails... (can buy in china)
3. A lot of pieces of paper
4. KEYS!!! (change lock lerr)
5. lastly... the wallet itself!!!
hiaz... tink of the bright side, its signallin a time 2:
1. i change my wallet
2. hse change lock
haha, 2 bright lerr...
then ms yeo is very RUDE!
heard tat when zi qian n charell go 2 ms yeo n suggest the reconstuct of floorball team,
ms yeo don even turn 2 look @ them...
@ least can sae, nah, i tink there wouldnt b a need,
hiaz... aman so ke lian
she such a gd plyer, then sam nvr choose her...
i haf no comments watsoever regardin sam being the captain
actualli, i'm a captain myself, @ least in sum ppl's eye...
e.g. aman, ji sheng, zi qian, donno...
here's a draft list i wish 2 see...
FLOORBALL TEAM
CLASS: 6E
CAPTAIN: ME!
PLYERS:
1. AMANDA
2. JI SHENG
3. WEI JIE
4. MING HONG
5. ANY1, BAH
-END-
gr8?? hahas...
Then, now, i'm writin abt frenz thingy, accordance 2 the entry grace made in her blog abt frenz...
here's my point of view,
NOTE: THIS IS NT PUBLISHED ON ANY BOOK
FRENZ R 1 OF THE MOZ IMPORTANT PPL OR THING IN ONE'S LIFE...
I'M NT SAYIN ONI FRENZ, FAMILY, ETC 2
U WILL B NTHIN EVEN IF U R REALLY GD WHEN U'RE WIFOUT FRENZ
U R GONNA B A GONER WIFOUT FRENZ...
SUMTIMES FRENZ MAY BTRAY U,
SUMTIMES FRENZ MAY BACKSTABB U
I NOE THIS IS NT ALL NT IMPOSSIBLE
N IT HAPPENS MOZ IN OUR LIFES...
Y DOES IT HAPPEN?
BCOZ WE R ALL HUMAN
HUMAN CHARACTERISTICS:
1. GREEDY
I DIDNT MEAN EVERY1 IS GREEDY,
BUT CAN U FIND A PERSN HU DOES NT HAF THE IDEA OR WATEVA GTTA DO WIF GREEDY B4??
I DONNO WAT U TINK, I TINK IS NO
EVEN I AM GREEDY SUMTIMES,
ITZ NORMAL,
ASK URSELF, HAF U BEEN GREEDY B4?
B TRUE 2 URSELF...
ONI U CAN CONTROL URSELF... N TINK...
NEX, AFT U HAF BEEN BTRAYED, HOW WLD U FEEL?
WITHOUT DOUBT, THE ANS IS SAD...
BUT I DONT TINK SO...
@ FIRST, WELL, U MAY B REAL SAD N CRY...
U MAY WISH A FREN IS BSIDE U 2 COMFORT U
OR LEND U A CRYIN SHOULDER,
SEE HU'S INVOLVED?
UR FRENZ...
SEE HOW IMPORTANT THEY R?
AFT U HAF CRY ALL U WANT, REFLECT URSELF...
SUMTIMES, IT MAY NT B BTRAYAL TAT THEY LEAVE U...
MAYB WAT U HAF DONE TAT CR8 THE BREAK IN UR FRENSHIP...
I DONNO, I'M NT U...
N ONCE AGAIN, ONI U CAN TINK N CONTROL URSELF...
THEN, TRY 2 TOK OUT WIF UR FRENZ...
I BLIVE ONI THOSE REALLY BTRAYED U WILL IGNORE U...
THOSE HU DID NT BTRAY U, I GUESS, WILL HEAR U OUT...
N DO U NOE Y U WILL FEEL SAD?
COZ ONCE AGAIN, U R A HUMAN
HAHA, SO LAME 2...
THAT'S LIFE...
LIFE INCLUDES ALL THE EMOTIONS
SAD, HAPPY, ANGRY...
WELL, I'M SURE U HAF HEARD LIFE'S NT FAIR
DONT U TINK WE SHLD XPERIENCE ALL EMOTIONS IN LIFE
THERE'S THIS PHRASE: U ONI HAF ONE LIFE, LIVE IT...
SO WAT'S XACTLY IS AN ENJOYABLE LIFE,
WELL, LYK WAT I JUZ MENTIONED, LIVE A LIFE WIF ALL EMOTIONS
WELL, HERE'S THE KEY POINT...
FRENZ PROVIDE U WIF ALL THE EMOYIONS...
SO HERE'S ANOTHER IMPORTANCE OF FRENZ...
EVERY1 IS GONNA B BTRAYED, BUT SO WAT
U TINK U R THE ONI 1 HU R SUFFERIN?
NO, LOOK AROUND U...
THERE R PPL HU R EVEN LESS FORTUNATE...
LET'S HAF A SCENIRO...
SCENE: PPL WIF NP FRENZ
WHEN U CRY: ONI URSELF...
WHEN U FAIL: MAYB ONI UR FAMILY COMFORT U
WHEN U NEED HELP: SUMTIMES MAYB FAMILY CAN HELP, BUT ALWAYS? NO
WHEN U'RE ALONE: UR FAMILY
SECEN 2: PPL WIF FRENZ
WHEN U CRY: FAMILY WIF U, FRENZ LEND CRYIN SHOULDER, FRENZ COMFORT U, I ASO WISH 2 TAKE THIS CHANCE 2 THANK
AMAN N ZI QIAN AS THEY R THERE 4 ME WHEN I'M DOWN
WHEN U FAIL: FRENZ THERE OF DIFF JOBS N PROFESSION CAN HELP U, FAMILY CAN COMFORT U, ETC
WHEN U NEED HELP: FRENZ N FAMILY, THE WIDER GRP OF FRENZ U HAF, THE MORE BENEFITS U'LL GT
WHEN U'RE ALONE: U NT ONI HAF UR FAMILY, UR FRENZ THERE 4 U 2...
SEE, WHICH 1 IS MORE HAPPIER?
U CHOOSE URSELF, COZ ITS UR LIFE, U LIVE IT
N ONCE AGAIN, ONI U CAN CONTROL URSELF N TINK...
MY CONCLUSION: FRENZ CAN B GD N BAD, BUT MOSTLY, U CAN BENEFIT A LOT FRM ALL THE FRENSHIPS. U'LL NOE MORE HOW 2 DEAL WIF FRENZ... N U WILL ABSOULTELY BENEFIT MORE THAN WAT U LOSE. SO, I GUESS THERE'S SUM BAD FRENZ AROUND U, N SHLD TAKE CAUTION. BUT PLS, STILL BLIVE, THERE'S TRUE FRENSHIP... N WISH EVERY1 A GD LUCK 2 UR FRENSHIP!
RMB, ONI U CAN CONTROL URSELF N TINK...
mischellaneous
archives
Aftermath
Finally did up another blogskin after (really) almost 4 years.
And this skin alone takes me months since I began working on it.
Conceptualize/ get inspiration to format to consolidate to simplify to coding to trial and error to specific styles...
It's such a long process that it even makes me wonder am I getting too old for doing all these things?
Looking back, I used to make skins like one per day in secondary one to per week or month in secondary two/ three.
Then, somehow, all my design interest or passion goes into fan-art or icons/ banners based.
I guess I have this inherent mentality that any layout based design will drain me out, and it still does.
Then again, it may not be that I'm getting too old for this, but instead
I've raised my expectations? Too perfectionist in other words.
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Anyhow, I'm very satisfied I guess!
The only pure long holidays I would have and I did not let it to go to waste!
With the years to come, I really don't think I would have the time and peaceful mind to revisit and revamp the whole layout design once more.
So, something to take with me to university and eventually work life next time :)
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有时候回忆很可怕，它让你看到你的曾经所以对未来有梦
只愿在慌乱之中，留下这一片虚拟的记忆和画面的潇洒
这一路的赞赏和欣慰，永远不会忘
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